DB

2009-07-02T21:18:00.001+08:00

i'm out. see ya.

Finals?

2008-07-18T21:38:00.005+08:00

Honeslty, I don't know how to describe it.

Everything after the whole thing happend just went like a bliss of new beginning and new things flooded in. After the letter thing there came in another friend issue, after that friend drama. and everything life seems to throw at you, seems like uncatchable.

But we don't really need to catch everything, don't we? Maybe that's the reason why I didn't really felt like blogging everything that happend after that. I dunno why, but my heart just went. Just live life, you only got one of it. And right now, as I seem to recall what has happend to my last year, I can't help but smile, no idea why.

I just remebered. While I wrote those words, everything just spills. And when I read them today, I seem to relive everything. And I've never felt like I could reliv my second year. Since it's past and gone, and of course, will never be forgotten, I actually felt like I experieced high school.

Maybe it's just an act of maturity, a feeling of triumph over what you have done to yourself, knowing that every matter was settled and there's no hard feelings.

Maybe that's why we don't need to catch everything life throws at us.

Maybe it's because life doesn't throw, but rather presents problems in a throw-like way.

And somehow, I don't feel any regret. I've been thankful to the friends I made, I will really remember them no matter what, (well, okay, truth be told, I could forget them) But what matters now, is that I'm not afraid to tell "Th Cyberworld's been kind to me, the safest place I used to be."

and somehow, after all those maturity talk, as I reread the posts again, I can't help but to smile and agree to what it was saying. After everything, I still believe the childish old me is still somwhere deep inside me, just waiting for the moments when she is allowed to come to life, and to blab, to rant, to laugh, like an childish person would.

and I pray I would always feel like this, even though I know it won't

but I'm not saying goodbye to the blog world. I'll be checking in from time to time. And probably not update in the future. I have moved however. To somewhere more private. After all, after maturity comes a new set of problems to get over it, doesn't it? *wink wink*

For those who are still interested, just comment me, I'll prolly email or contact whatever way back. Tagboard is not too reliable now however.

screw it.

2007-09-18T18:27:00.000+08:00

[music: my sniffing... :(]
[mood: not good.]

*sniff sniff*

not good.

really.

note: taglish post

I've been sick since the weekend, it's better today though, sinat na lang siya. bakit naman kaya ang sama parin ng pakiramdam ko.

no, it's not that...

it's just that... I feel different these days, like my life isn't supposed to belong here, like everybody's moving on, changing, and I'm stuck in the same state. I want to change, yet I dunno how, I know I could change, I could do things, I prolly just don't know where to start.

can somebody please help me?

nahihirapan ako mag express ng feelings ko...pero natatakot ako sa mga conequences na baka mangyari... kung di ko naman iexpress ung nararamdaman ko.... nawawala temper ko = nagagalit ako. At kung magalit man ako, un ung di magandang klase ng galit. Minsan, gusto ko na lang magpakaawa sa harap ~~niya~~ na tigilan na ~~niya~~. Di ko alam kung naiinsecure lng ako o nagiging makasarili lang... if you could read between the lines, I pretty much think you have a better idea of what's going on. and to be gonest, I don't know why I am sitting around here writing all this stuff. I just feel like I'm going to explode.

I just don't know what to do.

you think you could help me?

~~i'm willing to provide further information privately...~~

Letter to Maki plus apology

2007-09-03T21:30:00.000+08:00

Dear Maki,

I know I'm late, see? Three hours more and the event's finally over. and I have no friggin idea what time you'll be reading this. But anyway!

Happy fourteeth birthday! You're a young lady now, more mature, more ocnsiderate, and more pretty.... Maki, I know, I mean, we both know that there are times that I couldn't be what you want me to be. I'm sorry if I can't be the perfect bestie for you--and that there are times I'm just plain moody. In behalf of my split personality, I humbly apologize for my flaws and moodiness. I'm sorry if I can't make you smile as always, if I can't relate to some of your rants, or maybe for just being "manhid" from time to time. I'm sorry if there are times that you know... I'm just hard to understand, or just annoying. You are a great person--believe it. You are better in tons of things~ I don't think you just don't know it. But you will, and I won't go around telling you that... because I believe that the greatest pleasure of life is to know who you are. I know that you'll get somewhere someday. Yet I'm really and still thankful to Kami-sama that He has given me a friend like you. Without you, I would never think view the world as how I view is today. You helped me mature about feelings towards others without you knowing... oh, prolly. hah. Weird, I know.

We've been through a lot. You know the stuff we use to rant about? Not that I miss or I don't miss those days, but when I recall them, they just make me smile. I really really enjoyed that time with you and Hannah. Though I know I'm not that much ourspoken with what I really feel, or what I really think, I just wanna say it plainly this time. I enjoyed you. and I don't want you to forget that :) I'm sorry if I don't have a really nice gift. You know what type of person I am now... I'm not only forgetful.. i get the tendency to not really care... on the outside of course. Yet I'm very sensitive in the same way. I would keep on hoping and praying that God'll sustain and nurture our friendship, cause I know we could do it. :D

Have a blessed 14th year, nya! :D

-Truly yours,
NicA

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So sorry. I've been so stressed and unhappy these days. I've been keeping to myself lately... and I don't really know what to do now. wahhhh. so yeah. I prolly have to keep this journal updated over the weekend. but right. I simply have school to endure. >.>

Is it that hard?

2007-08-08T16:24:00.000+08:00

[mood: at last! no classes!]
[music: Kitto Daijoubu- Arashi]

hah! hah! hah! I've been praying for this day to come. o_O (the hell, weird, I know :P) hey, I got to take a break, don't I? oh. sorry, I haven't updates since, well, forever. (~~wow, that's gotta be my favortie line~~)

I need help, I guess? not prolly because I've been lurking in the shadows for a while, but I'm in a mental distress. How hard can it be to frogive somebody? Isn't it that when you forgive somebody... you just have to let it go? I mean, it can't be that bad. well, at least not for me x.x

So, back to topic, if you have forgive a person, do you really have to say to a other people that that person is a hypocrite? Sure I'm still a bit mad at her, then there again she goes to accusing me of something I have forgetten, better yet, something I have never done.

I don't exactly know how to feel towards her. Hate her, pity her, fight her back, badmouth her again, or maybe just simply forgive her again. Should I ignore her? I know she's currently some dumb *toot* who needs attention. Forgive and forget, what do you think?

Honestly, I don't see why I'm posting it, maybe because I just wanted someone to confide this to. She said the letter (where she accused me and everything) was written a year ago. But since it was written "Dear 2-6", we can't believe. if it's a year ago, it should have been "Dear 1-6". *sigh*

So anyway, she told us "Sorry." and some of my friends, classmates we're all like. "Bahala na siya." or like.."Sorry sorry sa dyan, tapos nyang gawin yon." everything just makes me laugh. Maybe they just wanted to protect me or make feel better. But I feel there's more than that.

Biruin mong siraan ka sa harap ng mga taong kilala ka at ayaw sa kanya

I just can't help but feel irritated. I feel okay anyway. and the letter commotion has gone down. =]

Other people might ask why I'm only posting it now, I jsut wanted to cool off to myself before posting something like this. hah.

Perodicals next week. crap.

Btw, anyone uplaod YUI's My Generation, please?

I can't decided what to do three weeks from now, or wait, two weeks? prolly a dinner or merienda nlng... I don't want another lunch. if you know what I'm talking about anyway. *wink* (:

Back to Basics.

2007-07-22T20:02:00.000+08:00

[mood: stressed, tired, but happy =)]
[music: -]

So yeah, life's been a... let's say not really a bliss, not really hell, but maybe twisted. Yeah, that's it, Life's a bit twisted right now. I don't really know why. Well, to tel a story, first thing is that I can't type that fast and move my beloved shoulders to where it's supposed to be since it's oh-so-sore. T_T I mean, after all the Physical Fitness test I went through yesterday, I can hardly fold my arms. and it sucked. D:

On the second hand, I've just finished reading Confessions from a Shopaholic, after reading Mythology by Edith Hamilton, geez, talk about being a book worm. XD i never spent so much time in my life reading books, I am supposed to read the following sequels, thanks to Sammy.

Well, what else? School? oh-- school. no way. no school. oh please let it not have classes tomorrow. I freaked out at school right now, don't mention Public Speaking and it's HORRORS. *creeps* nu way. and. and. lots lotsa more.

Nu. School's been loading us with lots and lots of homeworks and projects. I feel so heavy. x.x

Gah. No use in talking more about school. So let's say I say what we did today. ;D

Yeah, moi, anggeLixus-aka-mi-sister, nani-kwini and her two choorva bears went to kick ourselves at the cinemas and hit the-Order of the Phoenix. Which I didn't read, and luckily, I got Nani Kwini telling me the whole story through and through. so it was fun. and oh, have I told you we got ourselves into Timezone before meeting Potter? nya~ Trinoma's my new heaven.

haha. I'm so broke right now o.o Cinema makes a big hole in the pocket. o.o I was planning for Transformers, but I guess I'll just watch it on our DVD around this weekend.

I saw YUI perform on MS last week. and i want My Generation badly D: anybody who can send/upload it for me? *_*

oh. I gotta watch the repeat!! XD so yeah... think I'll have to pass out right now. XD

PLUG:
http://www.yashee13.deviantart.com

two new amateur sunset upload. any comments about it? =]

Are we Blind?

2007-06-30T20:07:00.000+08:00

[mood: nah...]
[music: Shiori/AfterGlow-Auqa Timez]

So-- after weeks of drama, guess I'm pretty happy to see I'm okay.. and in some way or so, I could think straight-- I think o.o hah.

So.. they're giving less assignments and homeworks compared last week. yes, thank you, Grace, for once, I loved you. haha. kiddin. I do love my school, just that there some things I think.. well, you know... there are just some aspects that I don't like about it. But overall, I guess it's a great school (hey, walang plastikan muna) okay. so, aminin na ganun, may galit parin... But you could still love your school, don't cha? Just for one day-- on its Foundation Day hah. July 5. I'm marking it. 8D well, all students are practically wishing there won't be any classes--stuff like that. I wish to. (Who doesn't?) and well... still hoping. x.x

SO currently, I'm having some sort of TRC dosage, since my friend Ryua-chan have been forcing me to finish chappie 158 today. I'm hardly even there! haha!I feel soo bad for Fye, don't ask why T_T

While that-- I've been depriving, no wait, my cousin has been depriving me of bleach! I mean, I heard 130's out! I'm only on 126! or was it 127? = ='' oh gad-- I must be coping up with everything else.

School? You ask. well, I guess it's pretty much the same. I mean, same old drama, same old routine. and everything. But I guess there's excitement around every corner now, yea-- don't take it too seriously- ^_~ - well maybe because you fell all those feelings around all of sudden and then it changes into something different then altogether you feel confused yourself and then you just end up saying nonsense! hah I know weird, right?

Why is dA so uninspiring anymore? I dunno why ~~Ms.Goseenfiao-slash-Lil-miss-perfect-cosplay~~ is so popular. She's just rich! and hey, she's not really a good cosplayer, she's just pretty! I really didn't see her in person I won't know much. But from her cosplay photoshoot, doesn't she just lack a 'lil bit of heart? She just got fans, and sponsers-- without them, she's nothing. ugh. it's just confusing. t.t and there are people who are good yet aren't popular, what's wrong with that world? *sigh* more propably maybe--because people just live out their image.. and they just wouldn't wanna ruin it. What wrong with falling down once in a while?

What's wrong? Well maybe because they haven't experienced being propular. *sigh* I wish they'd realized it soon. ;D

--okay. so maybe I have been talking to too much people nowadays o.o forbid that. o.o still, I don't see why they can't see that all they'll have in the end is their real friends! They keep on asking other people why they are popular and so and so. are they blind?! T_T

one last.

2007-06-24T14:36:00.000+08:00

[mood: sick. T_T]
[music: Cool- Gwen Stefani]

i wanna make this quick. since I can feel my voice turning to a monster's with cold and coughs. and yea, i wanna say sorry to those who've been asking to change thier URLS/links and I haven't. I've been busy these days. imagine, I haven't even spent an entire month long and you got projects and activities to be busy with.

*sigh* my life's passing like a gloom these days. I wake up every morning finding myself waiting for Friday. and waiting for the weekends to just pass by such days. Sometimes I find it nice, but mostly boring. sometimes I just walk the corridors. (wtf is happening to Blogger?! It's typing so slow! T_T) argh. anyway. I dunno whether to hold up a Hiatus or what but I guess you'll be hearing from me from time to time. x.x

"It's hard to believe how it felt before"

*sigh* well, I think i've been thinking much lately... and what more? my mind are being drained on thoughts of having my place back on SC. I *heart* my sneior friend Ally but being on the same state right now feels rather odd. I dunno. well, I do want my place back of course but it somehow makes me think if I want it just because I of its benefits or I want it because of the things I dreamed before high school. anybody of you know this feeling? insecurity, I think? or maybe fickle-mindedness. Sometimes, it really pays off to be an ordinary student. I think second year's like a break for me. Of course I enjoy being on position. But whether I'll be having it or not, let's leave it in prayer.

it's because of that one last thing I found. I'll be getting my position in that way, I think it's kinda unfair and biased. hey. a friend of mine told me Things happen, and we must always keep in mind that we still don't know what lies ahead.. So maybe, it's kinda similar to Kiara's graduation expectation. but I dunno. Will I still appreciate things I had before everything might happen? or the question, still, is, will it happen?

"And i'll be happy for you, if you'll be happy for me."

Far from where we go, I know where cool. yeah. Somehow I feel bad because Ally is trying to get me back. and yes, I do appreicate it so much. believe me. but there's still this part of me that feels awkward.

well, maybe it's just my cold. you never know.

It's because we feel such things other people don't, it's called Perspective

The Two days.

2007-06-10T10:24:00.000+08:00

[mood: *tired*]
[music: none]

Maybe not too stressed as I used to. School's year got its own dissappointments and yey-s. Nobody could help it. right? I wasn't exactly going for the vice-chairman of the finance committee. but nobody's in control. right? *sigh* I did wish i was in the recreational committee. but life's got its own twist and turns, doesn't it? I didn't like our FL teacher as well.. for once, she doesn't scare me, she freaks me out! yes, I don't believe her. Okay. maybe she is fluent in Chinese but her attitude just doesn't suite me. I just hope her tests would be easy, then maybe I might start liking her.

Our classes' on the friggin fourth floor! can't you believe that?! on the friggin fourth floor!!!! *scream* I mean. the weather extreme-ness. I mean. the hotness and such. whew. I don't know what's happening to my post, yet I'm becoming soo.. I dunno.

So. Mrs. Borromeo's our adviser(sp?) *sigh* the same ol' person who advanced me at Math. yea, I guess there is an advantage which I dunno if I'm supposed to like or not. -sighsigh-

okay. believe it or not. I don't know what happening but I CAN'T F*CKING CODE MY YUI LAYOUT. my posts are overlapping. oh my. *tries to code again*

okay. now I did get the post right. now the post in every post are overlapping. can't this be any more harder?

on the other hand. I was surprised when Mrs. Aragon, our english teacher, told us to write a 250-word essay about ourselves on the second day, believe that? I know you do, I'm shocked, sue me. Writing something that long on a piece of 1/2 crosswise paper. pak.

Ms. Cherrie Tan is our Science teacher, and our supposed to be adviser but oh-well. Fun, she played a prank on us on her first day at our class, blaming us for trying to kill our adviser. XD I know ironic, right? :))

So right now, I'm doing my homework. yeah, can't get any more better. *sigh*

On how many stars have I wished you'd know.

Now I present to you....

YUI!

YAY!. okay, so I know it's scorching hot and you can't fucking take the heat. but hey~ in my blog. it's summer! you can't help me, can't you? oh well. :D so.. the coding was kinda hard and easy. but yeah. here it is. I know I must have included her rock-star side, but this is my favorite picture of her!! cause she's just KAWA-II! :D:D:D okay, so maybe I little problem about the division image.. but it's alright, right? tell moi whatta think :D

okay. that's all.. this is turning to a fuggin long novel. so yeah.. tata~!

Do I deserve it?

2007-06-05T14:53:00.001+08:00

[mood: NO I DON'T WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL YEEET! D:]
[music: Sen no Yoru wo Koete- Aqua Times (bleach <3)]

So, we went to the arcades yesterday and I doiscovered myself good at racing. LOL Nah. I still love the arcades, even though it's been a long time since I've been there. G4's Timezone is haven. ;D Prolly the biggest j00 know. yeah. So... putting it all together, I just had a blast. and nothing better than a cup of starbucks afterwards. then winning the Super Trivia jackpot of 65 tickets. yes, I'm alright. XDDDD

So yeah. I alrady wrapped up my work last Saturday. I got to treat my ~~minions~~cousinz to McDo for Merienda and did I told you? the day before there was the cutie we spotted we hope will come back at my last day. but things come when you least expect it, seems like so. teehee. oh i got pictures though. -LOL- my cousin told me to do it anyway. I was spending my last time with the Sony DSC camera or so. Cause Mom and Dad plus the Marketing dept of our lab went to HongKong. hahah~ I should hav tagged along.

Dad got my an olympus SLR camera. though some part of me thinks I don't deserve me, you think it's just me or what? I've always wanted one. and I'm trying to push myself to get use to it, kinda bulky if u ask me. I will still use the old thing Sony though, for everyday cam-whore? I think. >.>''

well, to be honest, I don't what waits for me after this. There are jsut some things in life you practically want, and when you get it, you doubt youself of deserving it. x.x

Could you people just help me with my friggin emo-ness?! I feel bumped. x.x

oh gawd. So- emo-ness aside. I have finished planning the layout and probably will code it in the next days/weeks~~/months/years~~ so yeah. it's mi favorite picture of YUI to be honest. tee hee. I believe some people have seen it though ;D

update updates!!!! :D

2007-05-30T14:40:00.000+08:00

[mood: uh... yeah. x.x]
[music: tv mode x.x]

er... so yeah. major update time. some things are referenced to the last post though, but I think it's going to be a

bit easy to understand. anyway anyway. on with the updating. =]

so, I already got mi new red baby. it's freaking ♥ I do ♥ it. though the stel strings is kind of

crappy. it's rough and my fingers hate it @__@ pdo plan on changing it.. the next time i got money again. lol.

[yes, i'm that poor, sue me xD]

so yeah. we attended the wedding and it was the most hell-like experience i ever had. even though i

haven't visited hell ugh. so yeah. the itchy dress that I had with was even wrose I hate dresses you

know. especially itchy ones. guess you can say I kind of lost the knack for being too much of a girl somehow,

three-inch sandals doesn't charm me anymore. well, unlike before x.x oh. times do make us change,

don't we? xD I feel a bit too sad for not being able to enjoy all the girly-girly stuff. I don't even wear mi

dangling earrings nemore. heeell. I use to have planty, but it's dusted right now. Maybe now's a good time for a

garage sale. x.x ohwell.

on the other hand. I'm transeferring the pictures taken from subic and the wedding right now. *sigh* i wish my comp was any better though. I've been playing MonsterMU at mom's office. of course, with some pals ;D I got to do after-work rounds, and it's EATING MAH LIFE lol. xD I should get mi butt kicked neee

We planned to hitting Pirates of thee Carribean on Sunday-slash-Saturday but negative. *sob* we feel bumped. yes, we do, riiighttt? xD ohwell.. c.c gah.. moi is getting busier and busier each and every second. x: *It's payday tomorrow! yayneess gayness!!!* okay. i feel too retarded to eveN wrtie, ftw! OH oh. i'm all excited for MONDAY. it's a secret, tell you when i get back. xD teehee

I enjoy work now. one reason is MU. hahahaah!!! xDDDDDD I should really get much ass kicked about this.. well, and another this is that I don't get bored and there are things you get to experience only at work. heh. got bonding time with mi ~~minions~~cousins. ehe. so yeah. after 4.. we all kick out fun, so it's really wonderful. and I got to meet a friend from years ago. to be honest, i don't remember her much. but wtfever. I don't really care~ hah! so anyway... think i'vegot lots to do.. so yeha.. see ya round. xD

PS: anyone here have any info on how/where/whatever can I buy sims 2...anyone could lend me? I would be indebt. x.x

nuuuuu

2007-05-20T15:45:00.000+08:00

[mood: dilemaaa beby!]
[music: aircon o.O]

omgomgomg. I sooo wanna go to Allyson's invite to Laguna this Saturday but we have a freaking wedding to attend! nuuuu. I wonder what I am supposed to do. x.x any suggestions? x.x

we're not really that close with Achi Lenlen [the one getting married] but. but!!!! wahhhh!!! *runs around the corner and grows mushrooms.* I feel doomed over. I'm not the entourage or choorva whatever so I wanna go to Laguna. I'm spending my load on texting Maki and Ally about it. argh. Pretend I never knew there was a wedding ongoing. x.x

On the other hand, I have watched the Death Note: Live action movie months after I finished the manga. what do I say? THE MANGA ROCKS THE HELL YO. no kiddin. I lurve the manga of it over anything. :D soooo... yeah. xD I don't think I'll be watching the anime though... I dunno xD

We went to Subic last weekend.. well, as usual.. not much to see since all you do is go swimmiiiiing. yeah. xD I wanted to try the GoCart though.. but yeah. must be because "We're too goddang ell busy for that" heck heck. uhm... yeah. xD

AND I CAN'T WAAAIIT TO SEE MI NEW BABY TOMORROW. :D I was pertaining to the guitar I let mi cousin Kwini buy. nya!!! she said it's red and 1k and omgomg bochok bear [mi uncle] that it's pretty. so I literally can't waiiit. imma camwhore with it and mi sissy... puu desu~!

XD yes, I'm too high and forgive me. I was just tooo happy and fustrated atthe sametime. I think I overreact to the things that are happening around too much. sorry. too much sugar. x.x

hmmm.. what do I say more? I've been spending more time at Mom's office since ChiKwini and the Ch0orva bears are there as well... so it's kind of a hang-out place.. nya~ nice desu! :3

so yeah.. till here, I guess. xD

[edit] got tagged by Annah
nya! I did this on dA so.. you can check there but Imaa write different stuff. because I'm that weird. wahahaha!!!

The rules of the game is as following: The 1st player starts off by doing an journal entry on him or herself. The topic shall feature 6 weird habits/things about oneself. After you are done listing the six weird things about yourself, you must pick the next six people to be tagged, and you must leave a comment on their blog saying you've been tagged and tell them to read this.

[I'm not going to tag ah.. *LAZY!* :O]

1. I am a loud person. well, not the type that spills secrets over but I can shout without really shouting my lungs out. choorga.

2. I speak in an accent, i can put up fake accent if I want to.. but I usually alter them from time to time. nya~

3. I am in love with grilled foods. no kiddin.

4. I farngirlize 24/7 then forget them. kiddin :D I'll farngirlize for the rest of my life. [this is not understandable. I know. skip it. xD]

5. I play the guitar till my fingers hurt. I want to get them hurt. o.O

6. I scratch too much. I gt scars from sracthing.

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uhm, yeah, okay. Here's another version. if ever you wanna see it anyway. and the layout.. I dunno.. been too busy with work life.. so yeah, voting still open though. nah.. Imma do YUI. wahahaha. :D I was planning on doing DEATHNOTE though... but votes came through the last post.. so yeah. xD it's yui.

recalling back :)

2007-05-05T11:43:00.000+08:00

[mood|*sigh*]
[music| Che.r.ry-YUI]

I'm using IE from Tita's Laptop, so, firefox viewers, this posst might get a lil spacey

I seriously need a new layout, don't I? What do you think? I've been choosing from Black Cat or YUI maybe wanna help me decide?

tee hee. just comment on who do you think I should make a new layout with:
a.) Black Cat
b.) YUI

haha. addicted, yes.

I've watched YUI's live performance last night at MS. She's just awesome 8D She sang Che.r.ry better than Rolling Star. One-sided love huh?

CUTTED DUE TO PERSONAL REASON :P

speaking of that. recalling back. I remembered some funny moments while having AdM sessions with Meir and Charlene.

I remember there's this person who calls and texts Meir every second of his life, seriously. he does. well, the thing this guy doesn't know is that Meir is a guy. and so then, Meir being so pissed off replied this guy with some well, not-so-nice words. This guys textes him back..

"Bat ba ang sungit sungit mo? May regla ka ba?"

Might not be so funny, but meir doesn't know what regla means. LOL. I couldn't help laughing off the chair. talaga lang ha! mga taong wala talaga magawa sa buhay. assuming one's gender so quickly. come on! -_-

the thing that keeps me busy :)

Yes, I've been Gaia-ing. got Gaia? ADD ME! tee hee or if you going to join, care to say I referred you? my user-- nekoi_mokona *hugs and kissses!* hahahaha ~~mukha pera/gold~~ hahahah!!! been soo long since I've played that stuff. >.<

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Cher.r.y translations copied from Here thanks~! *bounces*

Bakit ganun?

2007-05-01T20:54:00.000+08:00

[mood: alrighty right now]
[music: wala pa :P]

I was supposed to rant about what happend today, but I think I'd feel a bit better right now. :D

Thankies to Jellie-chaan ne~ I feel alot better bout reading your comment.

Ngayon alam ko na ang mali... sarili ko lang pala yun. Masyado cguro akong nagkakaguniguni kaya ganun :) Maybe I've been drained by my emotions di ko lang cguro natutunan ung tinatawag nilang looking on the bright side. :D Yesh, emotional kasi ako eh. So maybe people will really treat me in that way.

Maybe it's about time I'd learn to fight.

I'll fight. :)

yeah. felt better. mwaaaaaahz. :D

BTW. two more episodes and Black Cat's done! I'm sho sho. Happy. It's really rare I've liked the main character, no, really-- I like Train, neeee~ :D:D:D:D

I feel bouncy all of a sudden, like my whole life's gonna change. :O no wait, it's jsut me. -_-

nyahaha.. This is my 100th post! so I'm making it bouncy~ no, just kiddin ;D I really feel bouncy. I dunno if it's the decision about learning to fight.. naahh..

but of course, I will. :D

[grabe, emo-z ko! :P]

Rant at 10?! o_O

2007-04-26T10:28:00.000+08:00

[mood| I felt like ranting o.o]
[music| Dragonfly- Hitomi Shimatani]

so yeah, last night, I closed up my LJ. think there's going to be a lot og ranting right now. I feel like doing so O_o

well, for startes, think imma rant about myself yeah. sure-- I could have been a whole lot of a bitch to you-- but I don't think it matters right now, doesn't it? heh- Probably I'm just coming to the conclusion I've been such a stupid girl since last week. Last week? I don't know why. = = yep, I'm confuzzling, I know. I must be boring you again. *sighsighsigh* gah. this will never come to a stop, won't it? I mean, come one, right now, who gives a damn shit about who I've been? I've been- yea, So maybe now you're thinking what's gotten into me o_o yes I know I'm that-- ughness but then-- who accounts? [Gad, what am I thinking?!]

okay, I'm sorry about the fuzz-- guess I felt a little better right now, someone mind shooting me? I don't mind. I guess my retarded mind right now has taken over.

I should make a new layout, don't you think? >.< neeh. I started drawing again these days, [yes, i produce crap, sue me. :P] haha~ I don't know-- probably it's all the influence from dA or what o_O I've been speechless these past few days.

wtf-- it's quarter to eleven and I've got AdM session at 11. o.o maybe I'll type this thing quick. = =

and a response to Gray's Blog..

Well yeah, I think so too- the politicians in here, i mostly think, doesn't really give a damn about our current situation-- [okay, so sorry I've gotten myself into this though recently] but then, now who gives a shit about their advertisements promoting their platforms and etcetera. It's like-- hello?! I don't think teh voters are that blind-- well, you know. Maybe some people could get a BITTAD blind- but hello~ like as if you're actions ain't known to the press- really now, who gives a damn shit about those f*cking plans and such. Maybe you could consider a lil bit here, mr. senator or whoever-you-might-be.

But I'll admit, many people right now are freaking blinded by poverty and hunger. They'll just like-- don't care whether their votes reach the proper person or not. and some people are too dumb to be fooled by money, they sell theirselves into politicians and do dirty voting stuff. I don't know how this world's gonna change- but then who would care right now? Maybe a poor lil woman on this only wants bread or leftover food and she'll be happy as anyone could be.

Well to be honest, I don't mind whatever I spoke goes to vain. but come on, Don't politicians have other things to do than want for the influence and priority?! gawd, priority myass! that's goddamn selfish. really. it. is. selfish. well, stupid or however i sound, i couldn't really care less. but then, who gives a damn?

gawd. I need to get ready for my AdM lessons. thanks for hearing me out?

I got the Black Cat dvd from Bebang bear last night-- omgwtfbbq alaaav j00~! <3 I've watched the first three episodes and it's awesome *_* will be watching more~

Cleaning up o.O

2007-04-17T09:22:00.000+08:00

[mood: still tired o_O]
[music: Rolling Star-YUI]

Woah o.o I've been cleaning up my life in the past view days. Including my online life. haha! I don't want to wake up one day and say "omg. I've got four journals to update." that's waaayy too off my league -_- hah! and I've shut down the dA and Multiply journals. To be honest, this is the only thing I'm updating riight now. ^_^ errr, yeah =]

On the other hand, I've started working up on my Mom's Lab-- this would practically mean less online time, and less free time *sigh* I got Advanced Math lessons Monday to Friday 12 till 2. o.o I can manage though, since I like Mrs. Borromeo n.n So yeah.. that's mainly how my life is going in... I'll be getting music lessons tomorrow, SWEET~!

I've also got my Bleach cds burnt~! yay! I'm stuck on 109 soo yeah. can't wait to see Giiiiiin <3 and I've been reading the TRC manga. I've met Kamui =] *dieees* =P

I. want. my. Bleach. cds. burnt. and. returned. now.

If ever that happens, I'll be watching 109-120.. *ultra-bleach-fandom-mode* Somebody must shoot me now

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Short dA meme =]
Got tagged by ~stardustdream =]

[it's long, so you can skip this =] I don't mind at all.. ~~go comment now~~]

1) What is your full name?
~~Nicole Antoniette S. Balisi~~

2) What are your favorite colors?
Black, orange, red, gray, white,

3) What kinds of Anime do you like?
Pretty much everything... as long as I like the grpahics and the plot's good, i'm ready to go =]

4) What do you usually do when you get bored?
Get to my PC and do something... or pest somebody ;D

5) What is your favorite soda?
Royal-- although I'm banned from Soda -_-

6) What kind of guys/girls do you like?
Hm... thoese sort of doods and dudettes who can get along with me =)

7) What would you do if your brother or sister bothers you?
Uhm, they musn't dare >D

8) What's your favorite animal?
I don't like animals x.x

9) What time do you go to bed?
around midnight or so.. I loiter around the house for a bit haha

10) What is your favorite day of the week?
Fridaaaaaaay, beby

11) What kinds of stuff do you do on the weekends?
Music stuff, uhm, online stuff, and uhm... other stuff XD

12) What job would you want when you're older?
Photographer... or some sort of media person o-O

13) What are some things that you liked in the past?
Toys? every kiddo likes toys, riight =]

14) What is your favorite body part?
my hands.. I guees

*****

(The 'HOW's)

15) How many fan characters do you have?
many. many. many

16) How do you say your username backwards?
31eehsay [wtf?!]

17) How old are you?
13

18) How good can you draw?
I draw crap o.o

19) How long can you run?
haven't tried timing me-- I could run for two hours.. I guess o.O

20) How tall are you and your main fan character?
I'm 5'1'', somebody care to shoot me? I'm too short. = =;;

21) How many languages can you speak? Can you try them?
Tagalog [ Filipino ], English, lil bit of Fokien and Mandarin. [I just don't get myself] ~~and the lil bits of Jap~~

I'll ty them later =P

22) How many Anime DVDs do you have?
I don't own, I borrow! 8D [credits to Val for every anime DVD I've watched]

23) How many years have you liked Sonic?
*passes out* o_O

24) How many times do you play Sonic games?
*still faint* o-o

25) How many pets do you have so far?
no pets.... just fishes, would that count? =P

(The 'WHO's)

26) Who is your favorite DA Family member?
minna? :)

27) Who is your most favorite dubbed Anime actor?
Animax dubbing sucks, really, that's my honest honest opinion =)

28) Who do you want to be if you were in an Anime Cosplay Convention?
I wanna be Yoru-chaaaan or prolly Yuuko, Rinko isn't such a baad baaad choice. *shoot*

29) Who are your favorite Sonic characters?
dunno. o.O

30) Who lives with you in your house currently?
moi, 2 sissys, my bro, 2 maids, and teh fishes. -_-

31) Who do you usually play with, if he/she comes over to your house?
Makiii!! haha =P kiddin, my friends, opcourz. :D

32) Who do you want to be like?
o.O my oc. lol.

List ten things that bring you joy, then tag ten more people to do the same.

1. God.
2. Family. [+ my cousins ah!!! :P]
3. Friends.
4. Anime.
5. Music.
6. moi's Camera.
7. fanfics [no yaoi please =]]
8. YUIII.
9. Jpop.
10. This public journal

*****

(The 'OTHER's)

33) Have you ever made your own Sonic Heroes team of your own fan characters?
this is the third question related to Sonic. wtf.

34) Do you have any websites?
uh-huh...

35) Have you called your friends on the phone or cell phone?
duhh?

36) Where do you want to live when you grow up?
Anywhere comfortable =] whether Asia or in London

37) Have you done anything bad in the past?
everybody does, don't they?

38) If your computer has problems, what would you do?
First, try to fix it up, if I can't, call my mom to call our family friend to fix it up lol

39) Name your favorite sports.
Swimming, running, badminton, soccer

40) TAG!
I'm tagging YOU! =P

BAAAAAAAAACK :)

2007-04-09T18:04:00.000+08:00

[mood: MEGA-SUFFERING. T-T]
[music: *passes out*]

zzZZZZzzzzZZ ARGH.

ARGH.ARGH.ARGH.ARGH.ARGH.

): I just hated the after-effects of swimming. ): no, not sunburn, more severe after-effects. D:< I'm suffering from this stupid sicknesss which makes you have an hourly trip to your white throne. /sob/sob/ I hate this damn fricking sickness, and I've been feeling dizzy all day today due to this monthly event of mine. I'm stuck on this damn computer chair hoping I don't need to make a trip in the next two hours. hoping. hoping. hoping.

Why stay in the computer? asking? =] I'm tranferring images from the camera to C0opie. hmmm.. I should upload more Deviantations soon. teehee, maybe later. >.< So yeah... I just friggin felt my stomach grumble-- please.. not now yeeet.

Okay-- so... Last Thursday- up to Saturday, we went to a Laguna resort and swam ourselves up. *slaps forehead* I forgot to mention it waaaaaaaas a fuuuuuun blaaaast :p ~~[oh no, don't tell me my suffering's making me hyper *gets 5 shot*]~~ anyway-- for Thursday, we arrived and the pool's not yet full [yup, private resrort, dearie] so... we waited, I believe we arrived at around 5? so yeah.. around 30 minutes later, which is around 5:30 or so in the afternoon-- and the sun is down, YAY US! *ahem ahem* so yeah.. there, we started playing in the pool. Touch 'it' I guess, or mataya-taya uhm.. so yeah, then later.. we'd get out of the pool every five minutes or so to have some grilled tahong trips. *drools* [don't worry, I've promised myself never to eat too much tahong again] D: making me have this stoooopid sickness. D:

so yeah-- next day was pretty much the same.. although I really like the weather that Friday, good for swmming :) we had halo-halo for merienda and there you go-- dripping ourselves in cold-ish weather.

Saturday-- we stopped at around noon and just watched ouran :P *stomach grumble* *slaps cheeks* ARGH. so yeah... I guess that's pretty much it.

haaaaah. I know it's a freaking loong post. so yeah. /swt/ Hope I didn't bother you too much. *sigh sigh sigh*

I've taken a break from portrait photography since all of the models are going to Taiwan /haiiiz/ now.. go for stock photography~! yaaaay! XD

so anyway.. I might not uplaod the piccies immediately but here..

Laugan trip

taataa~!

EDIT:I wrote this offline yesterday... so yeah, but I coudln't post since I ran out of load. XD gomene... anyway.. here I am.. feeling oh-so-better :) el-bee-em's goone =))

PINK HAIRRRR 8DDD

2007-04-04T17:55:00.000+08:00

[mood: WANTING AND EXCITED 8D]
[music: Key of Heart- BoA]

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

I AM SOOOO FREAKING HYPER.

Chikwini, bochok bear, Micheal, and bebang bear went to get thier hairs wild. [ps, they're my relatives] *gets shot* I want pink hair you know. *sobsob* I should start collecting wigs, hah~ I don't know why the though but I JUST WANT AN ALTERNATIVE, so yeah, I know I'm actually being naive, you think so, too?

gahh-- just talked to Chikwini, and I heard she got the lower part on a color... I forgot? I think she's gonna go for blue. I want a FULL PINK hair. 8D I dunno-- maybe somebody cares to give me a WIG? I'll get you featured. first time I'm ever gonna do that >D anyway--

I'm reading TRC manga. *diiieeees* Sierra slash Ryua-kun etou--- gave me this oh snderful LINK TO THE ONLINE UPLOAD MANGA. *dieeeeeees* I have died many times. I dunno how many times I should die more till I finished this post. hahaha XD Okay-- anywaay.. as I have been saying, I've been *coughcough*reunited*coughcough* to my dear *cough*fye*cough* XP and this time, I believe it's gonna be different hahaha. [okay, I'm being sarcastic, I knooowwww]

So, this is a 'lil announcement, the thing that's making me all-so excited. hah! I'll be out for tomorrow till Saturday sob, that's right, I'm not sure if I'll be able to see the dear oh-so-wonderful arashi perform as MS anyway-- I'll catch you people on 8 or 9 so yeah... buh-byeesss-- watch out for me (:

hahaaaaaaaa *jumps* am over excited. *squeal*

PS: Anon beats Roberto, riiiigggghttt? =] he does. he does. he does. he does XD

so yeah.. tata!!

Rant Rant Rant. D:

2007-03-23T11:56:00.000+08:00

[mood: unexplainable. D:]
[music: Life- YUI]

Nothing comes for free nowadays.

yeah, right? argh. So.. let me friggishly get straight to the point. I want lessons. gah. ~~yep, friggin guitar lessons.~~ and my mom's all.. "Ok. basta magbabantay ka..". so I agreed. then she friggin asked me for a SCHEME! aaaaargh. I still need to take care for that? While I won't need those if I get swimming lessons. that- is. so. different. Gah. I feel sooo.. freakin' different. ugh.

Okay, you might be all-like. ~~"wth? why not get some lessons from the internet.. liek study by yerself?"~~. So I'm getting straight, I'm practically not the type to have some self lessons. in short, I'm not a self-learning person. yeah. SCREW THAT. but yeah, I just felt kinda bad. If only I can manage some money from other sources to provide myself a php4400. *wide grin* yeah, whatever, never mind. I'm licking up myself for a new goal. wah.

So I can't believe another thing. YUI just released her NEW ALBUMMM!!!. So, my instincts are practically telling me to click at yesasia and get a frickin money-- but I'm broke. DX

gAH... I've been wanting alot for myself these days. I am drowning myself. This is baaaad. real. bad. DDDD:

I've been drowning myself as well in Sano-kun.. hahahahaa I just love him. Oh, can somebody please send me a dvd of Prince of Tennis? I wanna watch it. I just can't catch up with Qtv. gaaah. I'm not liking television programs nowadays. DX

anyway... i've got a 'lil drill for you today :D I got from Kimie's LJ [link] I forgot the link honeslty, please somebody tell me if it's wrong. XD

so yeah, here it is:

If you are reading this, if your eyes are moving over these words at the moment, please post a comment. A memory about you and me. Even if we don't speak that often. It can be anything. Good or bad. And when you're done, put this on your journal (if you like) and be surprised (or shocked) of the things people remember you.

so yeah.. go comment! >.<

A message to all.

2007-03-11T14:55:00.000+08:00

To all my dear batchmates,
Yeah, school's been great, and I'm really thankful for the things you people have taught me. We know we had fights.. serious ones... yet we just make up. Oh well, I might have been the most sensitive and insensitive person you know.. in the same time XD nya~ but I'll tell you that if it weren't for this year, I wouldn't have known my weakness-es and strengths. Although things maybe just get a little bitchy, we know now that we would just make through. Life maybe let us wonder why are we still living, but we don't know what lies ahead. Gomene if I have insulted you or have been the greatest bitch you have ever met. I would be glad if you'll tell me though ;D ~~So then I could consider j00 the greatest biAtch~~ nah, kiddin' So maybe for the next years we won't talk anymore, nor even cross paths [yaks- wag naman sana] o.O but thou must remember that I'm still here, and I won't hesitate to help you if you need a hand, n.n otei? ~~Salamat talaga lalo na dun sa mga seniors and graduate na. nyaaa~~~, Salamat sa SC~ thanks guys, had a real load of fun. =] I won't be seeing you next year though ]= But it's okay.... right? I won't make this dramatic... probably giving a single though or two.

But either way... HAVE A HAPPEH VACATION!

Kya~!

Your Beloved classmate/batchmate/schoolmate,
Nicole B. :D

------
[mood: o.o]
[music: TV nyaaa~]

So, I haven't posted for like... a month. x.x gomene? nya. that word got stuck on my head. and it sucks D: nyaaaa. @_@ argh. well anyway

I'm trying my best not to say that word for this day. waiii~ o.O oh well.

So, life has been pretty harsh and uhm... school are my life. so yeah. XD but it's freaking VACATION TIME AND I'M FREAKING GONNA REJOICE. oh btw, I'm gettin fatter and fatter as the days go by. lol. I dunno. o.O I feel like that though. gaaaaaahh. n.n people please tell me how to stop indulging yerself in chocolate. T-T My uniform won't fit anymore when I go back on Closing Day wah. O.O

So yeah. I've started watching Ueki no Hosoku / Law of Ueki and it's FREAKNIG AWESOME nya~! [oops!] Robert Haydn's becoming my favorite soo far. He's got a sad sad past though. harhar. XD [I can't say Nya again can't I? XDDD] gah. so maybe I'll stop here

Sorrrrrrryyy talaga for being a bad blogmate these days. I haven't commented. x.x I hope you'll forgive moi... /sob/ /sob/

oh... so.. newai, may I plug? :P
MULTIPLY-- BWAHAHA. will be more active there from now on :D
DeviantART :P I'm not a good artist.. but yeah. go check >D

So anwyay... till here I guess =)

[janean, sorry kung di ako nakareply ah. T_T]

-Yashee'

omg I can't believe this.

2007-01-21T17:04:00.000+08:00

mood. omg. o.o

omgomgomgomg. HONESTLY. I don't believe I can still keep up with this damn blog. harhar. well you see, school started, duh. and errr, it ate my life for a while, so, with all the reporting and such. ~~and oh, did I mention that *tooot* seems to hate me?~~ ask me for details. haha. am not willing that so so private manner to be leaked in here. lol. anyway.. I dunno what to write. I feel too... accomplished to write. haha.

anwyay, NEW LAYOUT! yatta! it's a new one I made over the weekend, I think it pretty much sucked. But I'm pretty satisfied with the result. It's my first ever ever successful vector of the Time-Dimensional Witch YUUKO got the pic somwhere and the image suddenly came up to my mind. anwyay, any comments about it? ^^

oh, a message to my beloved maki- GET WELL SOON! haha. random message, that it. I've also reduced the number of posts that much be displayed, so you wouldn't flint on the longess of my page. hope that's okay. :D

I'm still getting used to the new Blogger. oh well, I think it's up to here. Kamusta na kayo? I wanna hear sumthin from you.

This is INCREDIBLY SHORT POST. gomene.... I don't wanna spill a sad part of my life on the first post of the year 2007. ;D anyways... go comment. ^_^ haha.. will be visitng a couple of sites.. so watch meh! weee <3

"Sometimes, life brings us to what we are up to now, but don't lose hope, cause you never know what lies ahead."

ANNOUNCEMENT TO EVERYONE!

2006-12-18T19:44:00.000+08:00

err.. okay, this is practically a VERY IMPORTANT announcement I'd like to make before completely disappearing from the web.. I anounnce..

Hiatus!

It seemes like I won't get much online-ness on Christmas vacation.. The only date I'll be on this very same seat will be on December 24 or 25. hah, catch me, otei? I guess I'll be online on Y!M since I'll be bringing Mom's laptop to the province... I've started reading DeathNote and it rocked. lol. anyway, have to go.

SMALL NOTE: I won't be attending the Christmas Party.

Oh... no classes... joy~

2006-11-30T13:41:00.000+08:00

[mood: sick.. but happeh~ *whistles*]
[music: Jump!ng Go- 883]

omg omg. no classes. yet, I'm waiting for super typhoon Reming's GRAND arrival. I duuno if it will really be grand like Milenyo wherein we didn't have any electricity for two days, that was torture. oh well. anyway, this would have been the most tiring week I have had this year. It was... oh procrastination and cramming doesn't wanna leave, But you didn't really have much choice since there isn't much time for advanced homeworks therefore leading to more procrastination. By the way, I'm warning you, this is one of the longest post I'll ever write. Let's get thins started. :D

H3Con: Oh yea, I went there <3 I've mentioned at a lot on LJ how desperate I was to pond there. I went there last week, I hade a lot of fun looking at the freebies and such, joking and pranking with the cosplayers lolz, but it wasn't much of a biggie, all that there was was some stands wherein you buy DVDs, posters, stickers, and the like. In the middle of World Trade, there were some computers including the launch of Audition. Believe me, I wanna play right now, but the requirements doesn't seem to suit my err... coopie. that sucked you know. -o-

Choral Practice: aiii.. I dunno really wanna talk about this.. but it sucked. DDD: I've been soo stressed out and soo tired out because primarily of this. It almost scared the hell out of me. T.T it's like, omg, what should I think they must do now infront of stage? get naked?! just kiddin. XD but hell, well, some people are also my main problems. I hate -- okay, now I won't be afraid to post this publicly, since I know NOBODY would read this part -- those people who suggest, but it seemed like the way they talk, YOU CERTAINLY HAVE TO FOLLOW. I was so... half pissed, half angry. I wanna kill these people, if their suggestion doesn't get approved, they go all mad at US, yes, US. oh. They don't even want to try. they just complain, complain, and complain. I wanna... kill them and cry at the same time. It's soooo not right. If they've got complains, they could have just approach me properly, telling my the problems, I would have considered. but NO. they go ALL FROWNING AND WHISPER TO WHOEVER WAS NEXT TO THEM. THEN TO THE PERSON NEXT. AND SO ON, hell I know this would have immature of me, but if they don't want me as their choreographer, I would have GLADLY quitted. I never had the idea of being one anyway. it's just... too much trouble.

Anime: Hell despite of that, I got Tsubasa 5 and finished it. I'm all soo 'woaaaah,' and 'omg!!' at Kurogane's past. Talaga, kawawa siya. -_- and oh, BLEACH! I just finished 101. and I'm sooo @_@ at it. it ended at Mayuri and Baura's fight. too bad, I wanna see the next one. x.x Quincy and Yoshi. I'd like to see Kariya and Aizen fight too, AIZEN IS HAWT WITH HIS NEW LOOK. OH.EM.GEE. XDDD anyway...

Layout: I made this ages ago. and the code doesn't even work on Firefox.. the frame/navigation code I mean... but I'ts working properly with IE... so.. if you wish to leave a tagboard message.. might as well use IE. I use Firefox eh. XDDD but anyway, I hope you liked it.

Sorree.. alam kong nakakatamad basahin to.. but I just can't help it.. it always feels good if you let things inside you go out, doesn't it?

NOT FAIR. /pout/

2006-11-11T14:50:00.000+08:00

[mood: NOT FAIR]
[music: Dreamscape- FictionJunction KAORI]

random post lang po! tinatamad na ako eh
Sorry if I'll be speaking heavier Tagalog this time. I'm just.. kinds busy and bored. [meron ba nun?!]

First of all, I SOOO NEED INSPIRATION for my computer project. we have to make our Personal site. OMG CAN'T YOU BELIEVE IT?! I know HTML. yey! ~~and you can't!~~, haha, kidding. nagiging know-it-all nanaman ako... err.. MY PROBLEM NOW is that I can't find ANY ANY INSPIRATION. which is baad.

I posted something on eLJay. I'm too lazeh repeating it again. soo yeah, go there :P and comment. here. ~~and there~~. :P

I feel so bitchy these days. Maki, have you read teh message? yesh I'm a bitch, otei? I feel. you know, I feel like I'm becoming one of thos bitches in our school roaming around the corridors feeling everybody loves them. oh gawd please forgive me. I just can't help but think about it. This is bad. But talking about it makes me feel better. Please deal with me.

I am downloading fonts. heh, can you believe it? :D I believe you can. I'm abusing my computer again, oh poor computer. you started first by having a connection slow. :P but anyway.

-o-o-o-o-

I dunno what has happend. it seemed like, everything crashed. EVERYTHING, and all we are left is hate for us. Unspeakable hate. we express it now through our actions. Have I done anything wrong? or is it just we are growing apart. I might be a little immature, but I hope you understand me. What goes on from now? I don't know. Not literally hate was showed. there was no shouting. but the way we act, like we more of just friends. all those nice conversation was taken away. by time? by who? I dunno. I think it was my fault. I dunno if you can figure out this is you, but I hope you do. Other people don't seem to notice though, because there's another person connecting us. But I think you know our situation. I don't hate you, could you give me another chance? are you EVEN reading this?

-o-o-o-o-

If you know what I talked about, that's good. =D wanna know? I'm NOT willing to tell though. I'm just glad I was able to make that. :D

I'm not liking Social Studies. D: Who would even think I'd get Cory Aquino as the person I'm to IMPERSONATE. I don't even know how the hell she talks! oh I hope God helps me through this. There's a Reader's Digest pen contest being announced to us. We can join! I want the first price, obviously, umaasa pa ako. relatively because I'm not good in writing. Oh well, wish me luck on that!

It's a kinda short post, but I have to go now. see ya!

She hates mee!!

2006-11-04T16:10:00.000+08:00

Mad at me?

Me: no.
I've learned to lie.

You Crying?
Me: no.
You taught me to pretend.

err yeah. She doesn't trust me. She hates me.

I don't blame her anyway. :D

But anyway!!

School's near. DDDD: like omgidon'twannagotoschoool!!! nooo.

I pipscamed with my bro last night. PICTURES ON eLJay :P

I like making random statements :D

She hates me D:

We went to 168 yesterday. We got lost. But we found ourselves anyway. haha! I bought up your gifts. :D I checked up yesterday if it's complete, luckily, I don't have to go back anymore. =] that felt like a relief. I don't like placed with lots and lots of people. It makes my head ache. D=

I've grown fat over the sembreak. /sob/

I hate myself. :D

Havta go. will go to teh park

Post later on LJ. :D

Happy Halloween

2006-11-01T16:50:00.000+08:00

Wee, first of all:

err.. first of all..

Thanks to this special friend of mine, you opened my eyes.

This site isn't really much for my offline friends, not much exposure. But thanks you you, you opened my eyes for the very thing that's blinding me from the world. masyadon na nga akong nabulag. It was true, very true. Your statement in your blog really opened my eyes.

That real friends aren't virtual.

Masyado lang siguro akong nabulag sa fact na I can actually Escape from the real world, but I cannot. Although I have known for this fact that they won't last long pinilit ko parin ang sarili ko. but i do know some would last long. ~~shouts to Chella and Hiyono and Paula and Jellie and Yuki and some other people who lasted long. XD~~ Now you've said it, it's really... different. Yes, now everything makes sense to me. angtagal kong naging bulag, grabe. salamat talaga sayo It's always have been like that. Everyday I continue to wish..

Wishing all the things.

Gaaah.

I'm not saying I hate you guys. It's just, I don't want to expect more and recieve less. Masakit eh YES I KNOW I'M OMGWTF A BITCH BUT WHATEVER. ganun lang siguro talaga ako.

I'm sorry guys, if I'm really just like this.

I still luv ya~ ♥ ♥ I really, still do :D

I'm trying to get this damn Chinese lesson into my head, but I can't DX

Sembreak's end is near
fuck.

~~Please don't give up on me.~~Please don't please don't

YEYs

2006-10-28T19:01:00.000+08:00

[mood: yey-ish]
[music: None Fukeshion Gemu-Hayami Kishimoto]

YEY#1: SEMBREAAAAAAAAAK ♥♥♥ you know what it means ;D

YEY#2: YUI+19sai addictionnnnnn omgomgomgomgomgomg.

YEY#3: I'm halfway done with the coding of the next layout ~~Christal Christmas featuring~~dang, I said it.

YEY#4: I found more reasons to dislike someone I use to dislike (clue: she's a girl)

YEY#5: I think we already have a way for MgElectrode.

YEY#6: I'm planning on maknig a Multiply account, wait for me there peepz~

YEY#7: I've finished downloading Firefox, MSNMessenger, GuitarPro5.

YEY#8: November 1 is neearrr happy berthday to my beloved uncle. ~~staka na gift mo~~

YEY#9: I FOUND YUI AND HOUKI BOSHI TABS. So far, I can do Houki Boshi at a slow tempo. 155 bps, can you imagine that? I <3 my guitar....

YEY#10: I AM ALIIIIVEEEEEEE

g2g, lolz. see ya, will comment, so please do. :D
Mamorinuku kara, Makenaide, Ichcirin no Hana

I just thought it'd be nice to have posts like this, easy to read? feh.

Out for the week

2006-10-15T18:20:00.000+08:00

[mood: oooohhh.. braindead.]
[music: Tamia-Officialy Missing You]

Itaaaaiii. My head really aches a lot these days..

Too much computer exposure?

nah... don't think so...

hmmm.. too much staring and looking at a far far away distance?

hmmm the blakcboards? proabably.

gaahh

And my mind doesn't wanna work!

I'm officially missing you..

It's the finals this upcoming week. *terrified?* not really. I'm just afraid of my IM SQ scores. Oh gawd, I'm not a SPEMA(Special Math) student but omg look at those scores! failing.

I have to perfect the finals.

How?

I made a vow to myself never to like Math again. Especially Polynomials. Oh gawd.

I just can't find a way, to let go of you...

I'm not inlove. :P just carried away by the song

So I guess I'll be on Hiatus.

I have to study.

Get a high grade this time.

oh hell.

anyway. another topic. XD

CHOCOPOWER~ haha, I lurrrve chocolates, it makes me hyper!!!!! *had just eaten chocolate keykiiii*

I've been on an icon marathon last night.. If I EVER find the time, I'll try to publish some of it here, and some, probably on LJ~

So yeaaah

OMG I WANNA WATCH BLEACH 98.
AND THE ENDING OF OURAN.
AND THE CONTINUATION OF TSUBASA.

Bleach? I need teh dvd, not YouTube. :P
Ouran? next week, after the finals, according to Valerie anyway.
Tsubasa? I frantically have no clue but I really can't watit what happens.

Ahahahaah, I'm planning to have Fye as my next layyyiiieee.. I'm trying to find the time to study frames you know... it's kinds complicated. But, would anybody willing to teach me by just letting me borrow their code? I'd really really apreciate it. :D

So yeah, till here?
See ya next time~

Happy Teacher's Day~

2006-09-27T20:54:00.000+08:00

[mood: tired bu happeh~]
[music: Because of Who you Are]

Omg, A new layout! Bleach~

and yeah, Happy Teacher's Day to every teachers out there. <3

My experience today is priceless! Well, first off, being a class rep and automatic Student Council member gives your early excuse for preperations for today's Teacher's Day celebration. So now, I got excused at 12:20. But when the celebration started, I was more than tired. Those who are supposed to present a number are not all present. Which is not good for us recreational committee, who are supposed to take care of those people who will perform. So it was pretty chaotic, with 5 walkie takies at first then going on down to two left. The three ran out of batteries. So manual communications from the Fellowship Hall(where the celebration is) to the Kinder Department(where the performers are) are needed. Waaaahhh.. talk about going up to the chapel and around it then going back down to the backstage of the Felloship Hall. But I guess it was fun. I mean, you could only experience that once in a year, right? We ate the left overs of the teachers. Well my friends did some strategies to make them eat less. The tahong was perfect! Nyahahahaah

So I guess it's just fun being in SC, isn't it.

Omg Christmas is so soon~ Merry Christmas to all.

Oh, have I told you? One greedy teacher took advantage of the prayer to get the first serving. How greedy. WTFever anyway.

It's probably the worst and best day of my life.

Wanna exhcange gifts for Christmas? I started making my list~ <3

Wee~ <3

2006-08-25T19:53:00.000+08:00

[mood: rukirenji~rukirenji~rukirenji!!!!!]
[music: D-technolife- UVERworld.

"Don't say things like I don't laugh or I hate people."

First of all, I wanna say, RenjiRuki bestbestbestbest pairing ever~ otp!!! *ignores all ichiruki fans out there XD* And secondly, I'm excited about tomorrow, wanna know why? You guess. The first person to guess the correct answer gets a prize from me~ XD

Soo now, finals are over. Second grading started~ waaaah. I can't beleive how time can run so fast. Probably I'm one of those who fear. It doesn't really make much sense, so I'll cut the emo thing out. Anyway, as I'm saying, second grading is literally different from the first quarter. I dunno why,but everything seems like changing and such, I dunno, is it probably because I'm too immature? or probably the world can reeally move that fast? *sigh* [random]test scores written on LJ[/random] XD

Last Thursday, Mirmo-chan saved my life rom infringement~Wake, when the wind blew ouskirt away weobviously sat down to take control. With the lot of things in my hand, I'm obivoulsy having a very hard time. XD So when I was able to stand up again, somebody far behind shouted, "Balisi, cellphone!" obviously, my cellphone was hanging from my pocket. I couldn't really do much since the wind and my things but luckily, it didn't fell off as some teachers passed by, thanks to that pretty pretty chain hanging and clinging into my pocket. XD

ooooh, so we got another seating arrangment, this time, much much crazier. with Jeryl on my back and Hannah on front, Reece and Wilt on mt right and Paige on my left. XD dang, it's gonna be a hella lot of noise out there. Oh well.

Till next time~

OMG AT LAST IT'S A POST

2006-07-22T17:44:00.000+08:00

[mood- bad bad mood.]
[music- *none*]

I can't believe it! I've been internet deprived for weeks and my mails now are all so bundled up. I don't know how to open them one by one with this dang connection. Well to be precise, I'm using the internet from a prepaid connection, so I dunno how long I'll be online. But oh. this weekend got worst than that.

I just got home from the Social Studies group assignment meeting. The meeting was soo tense. I can't beleive I was assigned to sew up the ends of the cloth wherein we are supposed to do only a paper doll. I mean, come on! Anyway, I'll rant, you just wait.

I got the pictures finally, [ohgodthankyou] and Oh, I'm really really sorry for not being active on your lists, you see the reasons---projects, phone problems, etc. gah. and now look! my keyboard's malfuctioning. T_T damn! But I still dunno how I'll manage to upload the pictures to photobucket. trust me, I have a slower connection than you prolly thought. T_T

I still can't believe how bad this day have been. But yeah, come to think of it, My satac was nice- Bookkeeping. Honestly, Ms. Domnigo keeps the subject interesting. You know, I somehow wanted to be a businesswoman. Nyahahahah.

My FL teacher ain't bad. >.<>.< *can't think of any more words*

Anime? two for the moment- Kyou Kara Maou and Bleach. Promise, I can't believe how obssessed I am. See Wolfie and Yuri? THEY FREKISHLY LOOK SOOOOO GOOOD TOGETHER. and don't mention the dub, it's terrible, asd always. Wolfie sound like a girl. pffft. And about Bleach, I got two obssessions as well- Urahara-sama and Histugaya-sama~ *squels* Urahara looks more hot without the hat actually. >.< OH WELL.

Gah. I can't believe I wrote this twice because of this stupid Blogger error. I'm gonna kill j00!!!! So yeah *sigh*

Ok Guys, I know- I've been so rantful these days. It's probably that I just can't help it. :) I hope you'll deal with me? otei? Look, if you've got problems about me, then don't hesitate to tell. I accept them. But I don't swallow them. ;) Keep in mind that~

HS- a dream or a nightmare

2006-06-24T17:26:00.000+08:00

mood: tired. T_T
music: Houki Boshi- Comet Cloud

Oh. My. Gawd. I can't believe how high school is starting. Everything seems to be on the rush. You know, teachers loves to give pop quizzes. and it sucks. One moment you're having a 'review game' and then the mext minute you know you got a 75 in the quiz. dang it. Oh well.

and the climate at the building it twenty times hotter than the elementary building. Count it how hot the uniform feels in inside. The tetron cloth is damn thick. And it makes you perspire any munite of the day. good thing music class and enlish enrichment plus chapel lets us have the oppotunity of being in an air-conditioned weather. gah.

FL is down to 2 hours! yey~!!!!! It seems to be 4 hours, and the 4 hourse seems like 4000000- years. -_- waheheheh. And I can't believe I'm studying FL while infront of the computer =o=

((FL: Foreign Language: Mandarin: sucks: teacher?: okay??))

I haven't done any effort on changing this site layout I KNOW. please do bear with me okay? I'm having a hard time with school already. and I can't seem to find the time to get on the computer and do some layouts. Kira, Emzie, sorry, alright? but your graphcs request will be posponed for a while... I'll be less offline in Y!M, so please comment if ever you read this. I'll just e-mail you if I had it... expect it from me in God-knows-when.

OMG I cut my hair.

sufferation? or rehabilation? or just a summer job? gah.

2006-04-20T09:34:00.000+08:00

mood. sufferrrriiinnnggg
music. gah. no music in here.

so yeah. I did promise you my pictures. But see now what I got? A summer job at my mom's clinic. and where did I got? an accounting position. so here I am now, typing... endlessly typing. my fingers are hot red now. TT____________________TT oh god somebody please save me.. I'm just sneaking out in here. well peeps, expect me to be out for a while. though I might post the pictures.. the ;link to photobucket album. :Dbut anyway. I hope I don't get deleted on your lists. okay? see you all.

Summer report. -_-

2006-04-11T10:39:00.000+08:00

mood. refreshed.
music. Fukisusabu Kze no Nda de-WAG [XDDD]

LOL. so what's the sudden not updating thinggy or whatever. XDD I can't undertsand what I just said. never mind. So uhm.. let's see. I've already been to Subic and Corregidor. Corregidor was fun. Especially the light and tunnel show at the Malinta Tunnel. Video programming is prohibited but the camera was unkown. So we took a couple of picture anyway. and saw a lot of unwanted things. if you do know what I mean. I am going to post the pictures. I promise. you can kill me if I don't XD apparently, the camera was low-batt and the charger at the clinic. tehe. so I can't charge, and I can't transfer. But I might post up the pictures at friendster too. ^_- Anyway, the Subic? We took the Safari tour after we swam. and uh-huh. The tiger safari was the nicest. XD honestly, the tiger was just... 1 meter away from me. cause I was sitting in the middle part of the car You'll know what I'm talking about when you see the pictures. tehe. So uhm.. yeah I know I could be a bit boring right now. Gah. whatever. I'll be fixing up the linkage section *points at the l/e section* anyway.. think that was all.

and oh, I forgot. I got a 2 hour phone talk with Tessa last night and I was like. ikaw yan? di nga? blah. but the whole conversation was privacy. lol.

Bagiuo

2006-04-03T10:24:00.000+08:00

mood.energized.
Music.Nobody's Home- Avril Lavigne

uh-huh. sorry for not updating recently. my compie was so bitchy that I just had 4.9 kbps last time I was online. -_- and so was a lazy-enough reason for not getting on the interent. LMAO.

And one more thing, I just came down from Bagiuo(oh, did I spell it right?). Well, my auntie who came from UK wants to enjoy here.. so yeah, like that. XD It was fun really. really. really. XD Sorry I ran out of cash for your pasalubong, luffies. ~~pag-punta ko nlng subic~~ heheh. I myself only got a cap, headband, and a shawl, that's it. Oh.. nyahahah. I've got pictures, tons of them! unfortunately, I think my rents took it from us -_- oh well, when I got the pictures. I'll put up here. :D so let's see, first we rented a log cabin at Camp John Hay, wherein it seems like the house it air-conditioned for 24 hours. and I have to wear three layers of knitten clothes just to keep me warm -_- So after that, we went for some walk. Uh, my uncle was trying this motorcycles like thinggy, just the gas and break, good heavens! He almost crashed into a van. XDDDDDDD and my tita was like. "ahh! break! break! break!" and I was laughing out loud. XDDDDD.

We went to the butterfly sanctuary. WEEE I <3 the butterfly. LMAO. Picture coming up. After that, we went for some horse-back riding. XD then Mines view park buying some things and picturing. (told ya I need pictures.)and so the day was finished. We watche4d BIG night on the TV. and was like. OMGOMGOMG NANALO SI KEANNA. I really thought it was John Prats. awwwwww oh well. so we slept. and my legs are cramming at 4 in the morning, and I was like. OUCHOUCHOUCH. wahhahahaha, then the next day, we went to the Chinese temple for pictorial! XDDD then starberry picking. WEE. then we headed for home. awww

I will put up next layout later. will edit this poct for next layout details. tee hee.

[edit] DB version8- Fragmented Memoirs, released! nyahahaha, I was reeally planning on Fye-san because he's smexy, but then, I ended up doing this. nyahaha, sometime, I will make him my next layout. so then, here it is. :D

Lots of things happend this weekend. -_-

2006-03-21T16:56:00.000+08:00

mood. BORED.
music. Narda- Kamikaze

Okay, well I guess, I'm back. lots of things happned to me last weekend. You certainly have no idea. But now, no worries, cause I'll be graduating on Thursday. I did it! I passed! =D nyahahaha, now it's rather boring having nothing to do. Let me see.. I'll try to enumerate what happend... *wide grin*

Saturday
1.Tita went back home from abroad. Yeah... So I tagged along to fetch her. The aiplane was 20 minutes late, though -_- couldn't really avoid it.. So, from the aiport, we went to their apartment to let her to her own stuff. You know, showering and changing clothes, etc. While my uncle was playing PSP.. I watched along. -_- Then we went to the clinic to wait for my sister [she attended her kumon] *sigh* maybe 3:30? we went to the mall with only 1000php as a budget (WTF?! what can you buy with that?!) yeah, seriously. But anyways...

2.I have a new guitar! It was 2000php. So I asked an addictional 1000, they didn't really minded, my uncle was even persuading her to buy xbox360, bad luck. XD It has a free case, but it's pretty cheap. XD It's like uh... thin and soft. What could I expect? -_- whatever.

-end of Saturday- *sigh*

Sunday

1. Younger Sister's graduation. Okay, she's graduating from Nursery, but congratulations to you anyway. *ehem ehem.* I'm sorta envious, though. *glares at her* marching at Ateneo with a purple toga. I don't even have any. -_- gah. But you know, she was crying while marching. *snorts---laughs* XDDD nyahahahah but wtf anyway.

2. DUTY FREE!!!! nyahhhahahaha yeah, we went to duty free. On the way, I was with my uncle and cousin [note to all: uncle=13 years old. XD] We played Dyansty Warrior with the PSP. It was hella' addciting. -_- whatever anyway. I don't think the Duty Free even was that much fun, just okay really. So yeah.. that was it. -_______-

It was tiring though. nyahahhaha Hey, guess what? Valerie ~~lend~~gave me Tsubasa Chornicles season1 from HobbyPoint. uhh.. honestly, I thought at first it was borrowed. silly me. But yeah, I finighed season 1 and it ish shooooooooooooooooo freaking bitin! TT__________________________TT Honestly, please give me an easrly doese for season 2? T_T And Camille let me read the manga Love Hina [hell I know what it is!] It was quite entertaining actually.. It was what I did while I was off. -_- pretty addicting, no da? XDD it's just 1-10, then twelve. missed 11 and the next volumes. oh well.. now those two off the list, I have to finish my Yakitate! Japan XDDD Kanmuri Shigeru is ♥ ~~yeah right cherz, may I borrow him for a while?~~XDDDDDDDDDDDDDD nyahaha, just kiddin. oh well... hafta go. buh-bye.

Uhhhh...

2006-03-14T09:39:00.000+08:00

mood.[dot dot dot]
Music.BEEP- Pussycat Dolls.

*sigh* We went to Debbie's house yesterday, not really a bit thing, but yeah, I guess it help me to chill out. hehehe, all me deprivation.. gah. So what did we do? First, they watched Jackass the movie, okay, maybe I did watched at the first part but it was waaaaaaaay too much for me. XD I mean it, like uhhhhs and /gg(s)... hehe, you know what I mean.. so, When Angela, Jeryl and Beverly went up, I went with them... moments later, Reece and Arvin went up too to say that they won't watched anymore o_O... gah, whatever... then we went down and played Ice Breaker, yeah, pretty confidential actually, tee hee, then after that, we went upstairs again played around some games, pillow fights and the like... hell.. but yeah...nyahahhaa

ohh, now I wanted TRC Manga. T_T dammit. Right, I'll just ask my Tita to buy me some before she gets home on Saturday. hahaha. Honestly, I'm like, OMGWTF over it. Not to mention I miss Saiyuki T_T heck heck. I remebered Sanzo's line, my favorite line of his:

"Mayonaise, Do you add that to ramen?"

heck. silly, isn't it?

Pussycat Dolls addiction, dammit. They're soo damn good. While Nicole Scherzinger looks sooo smezy, hahaha. and I look sooo fat. T_T

Filipino rant:
Nakakasar naman kasi tong -insert name here- pambihira wala nang alam gawin sa buhay kung di mang-gulo, ano bang paki niya kung may blog kami ni -insernamehere-. Kung gusto niya, gumagwa siya, sa tingin mo ba, natatakot ako kung susumbong moko? hindi no. Anong bang pakialam mo sa buhay namin? pambihira naman. wala ka nang bang alam gawin? pwede ba, kung yun lang gaya mong gawin, mas marami pa akong pwededng gawin. hindi ako takot sa school. at mas lalo nang hindi ako takot sa nanay mo. Pakialam ko ba dyan sa nanay mo, ikaw nga tong nakikisama sa ibang taong feeling 'cool' dahil wala kang mahanap sa kaibigan sa section namin, nagawa mo pa akong ganyanin. Pambihira naman. Find your own life. ayun, yun lang :D

Well, it alsway felt good to have somebody to talk to, hahaha...

weee~

2006-03-07T13:50:00.000+08:00

mood.Drowsy
Music.Blaze-Kinya

weee~ am back and test are over, it means more board ransaking, particularly here. haha, sorry Chiqui-sama I was being abset on your slave's list. :D

The periodic tests were hella' scary. But at least they're done. ;D Lest week was friggin scary. wanna know why? hehe, ^_- But anyways. I'm sorry for being out of your lists, babawi ako, wag kang magalala.

Probably, the best thing that happend this hiatus was when we went to Starbucks to celeberate Angela's birthday last Monday afternoon. We were so noisy that most of the people left, honestly! I mean, the food and the drinks really did make us hyper. and stolen shots rocks. I was sitting beside people who have cameras, so, I'm pretty safe, haha! Okay, I know I talk boring today. I don't seem to know how and what so say. wtf anyway.

I think, *points down to one post* that peom sucks. I don't know. blah.

hahahah.. what a bitch I am~ now I got myself into Pussycat Dolls. okay, I know I gotta hold it. hahhahah

Pluglets: ^_-

1
2
3

hahahha... yeah, that's what I did while I was off.

HIATUS

2006-02-17T19:16:00.000+08:00

mood.Depressed
music.Kimi dake no Love Song- 883

I'm too depressed to speak. to decide. to know what's going on.
I don't know who it'll end
My grades went down in the end.
I'm never contented with my life.
not knowing how I'm supposed to live it out,
I may look dumb,
but I just feel numb
Long test,
Dianostic tests,
will be toruting my next few weeks
it's a 50-50 chance of survival.
I need a break
or else a stroke might outbreak.
So peeps, here I am
with an announcement to make.
I'll putting on a Hiatus
to make a minus 1.
no list is gonna be touched
LJ too, must be kept untouched.
I hope you'll bear with me,
I'll be back in two weeks time
thank you

*curtain fall*

HYUU~

2006-01-27T16:17:00.000+08:00

mood. TEE HEE
Music. Beautiful Soul- Jesse McCartney (GOSH, I need new songs. XD)

So the hell, yeah, the layout was delayed a week, ~~again~~. Anyway, I got the new layout up, YEY~ *claps~~like Brenda Song~~* So yeah... here it goes...

Ain't That Sexy. the hell. I was planning on making the work "ain't" only, but I guess it's not enough... anyway, I kinda like the result though, some bright colors with a dark background... then experimenting with the Layer Blending mode.. tee hee, then there, added some additional thinggies. hehhe.. overall, I think it's alright... I'm not dedicating it to Valentine cause I don't care. HAHA

Januray 27. two events, first, it's Tessa's Birthday, tee hee. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TESSA! I know you can't read this.. but the heck you know I greeted you, right? o_O anyway.... the second was today was field day... and you know... rain in the morning means no playing in the lawn.... so, we stayed in the classroom and in the corridors playing, I got three prizes in "Bring Me" although I didn't recieved the prizes, WTF anyway. XD So yeah, then the trip to Jerusalem, Clare and I were partners~~cause it was played by pair~~ we did get the half to the play, yet we lost it. fufuuf.... anyway, I don't care that much. then what else? The Egg relay, which, instead of egg, changed of calamansi, which made for me SO MUCH easier. tee hee. Then recess tee hee.we practiced for our dance presentation which we made less than a week, but you know what, it was pretty good. so the hell yeah~ we used powder for out breath, because our song was Loose my Breath anyway, we lost the tug-of-war because of the powder on the soles of our rubber shoes, I don't care anyway, but the heck. XD]

. . . . . . .that. was. long. W.T.F. anyway.

I want volume 4. it's TRC. I'm soooo getting and getting more and more addicted to it. HYUUU~ ♥ what else? Fye is hawt. at least, to me he seems to be. LOL I just saw Volume1-3, and I desperately want volume 4, help me find it? *_*

Life seems to be bitchy to all us right now... but at this moment, the song of ghostly music seems to sip into my soul and let all depression go out. I feel happy :)

2006-01-19T18:42:00.000+08:00

mood. Fucked-up life
music: Ichibyou no Refrain- Otoha

heyyyyyy~ so yeah, maybe it was loooong since I as back. but WTF anyway. the hell yeah. My fucked up life seems so bitchy to me these days. And hell knows what gotten to me these days too. LOL but the heck, I'm gonna start it all off now....

Bridge To Terebithia. The story might be childish and weird, but the heck anyway, I liked it. It was supposed to be for my book report, so I was asking Cherz what book is good to read. So yeah, she gave me a couple, and I accepted, yet I chose that book, I have no idea why. I really feel sad about Leslie dying, Kevin even told me "weird nga ung way na namatay siya eh" (it's weird how she died) yeah, when she swung the rope, it broke. the hell. But yeah, I think it was a good book written by Katherin Paterson.

Report Card. The hell, I was so fucked up when I recieved my report card last Wednasday, the results are okay,~~it was the result of my all so fucked up time studying.~~ *sigh*

Fourth Quarter. So yeah, I think foruth quarter was harsher then our third quarter, and the fact we are graduating class counts. We have to memorize our graduation song due on Thurdasy, next Thursday, the heck? and last week was the msot tiring week I had! A hele project, Piao Yien (something like a play, in Chinese language anyway), Reading Engagement Activity (same like the Chinese thing, English language), so what this week? 2 HELE project, an art project ( we got the Piao Yien and Engagement Activity down, yey!) oh, I almost forgot, dance steps for upcoming dance presentation, nooooooooooo~ and what more? quizzes, seatworks, speed and comprhension, vocabulary words, terms, calculations, I WANNA DIE!!!!!!
the heeeeeeeeeeeeeel.

Slut-to-the-asshole-teacher. THE HECK. SHE TOTALLY SUCKS. enough said, might contain more profanity not suitable to new geusts.

Tsubasa Chronicle. Totally cool anime~ ever-so-grateful Camille Valerie let me borrowed this fucking anime. I really lovvvveeee it. ~ so much luff! ♥

oooo.. I finished the layout, the hell. yeah. I might post it up... If I do, I'll be editing this post, cause I don't wanna make another =P the hell.. .but for now, I have to go.

2006-01-08T15:31:00.000+08:00

Mood. It's all messed up
Music. HIGH and MIGHTY COLOR- Pride

Okay, I'm back. I never thought I'll be updating now cause my intention right this time is to study. But yeah, at least I could say something now about my life. hehehhe. Currently, I'm talking to two people I haven't talk to a reaaaal long time, I'll tell you, REALLY LONG TIME. It's Janean, and Mz.

Janean.For Graceans, you know who Janean ~~Caragate Angalla~~ is. Yes, our so good classmate who went to Canada(right?) Yes, she's one of my belvoed best friends... honestly, she's the only one I told everything.. you know, crush stuff, etc. And you know.. talking to her make me feel a lot better. I spoilled everything... well, there's isn't musch to spill actually. hehe. so yeah...

Mz. Well as for Mz, she's an online friend. yeah, I haven't seen her nor heard her voice.. but she's really a great friend. We call each other 'karamay' actaully. We usually share the same situation, interests, and more. so yeah, I miss talkng to this to persons.

Province Visit. This province visit. I can't say it's sooo muuuchhhh fun. and I also can't say it's effffiiinng borrrrriiinnngg IF I say it generally. When it's boring, it's really boring, when it's fun, there's loads of fun. Well, on the 26, I stayed almost.... *counts* ...... 9 hours sitting and doing nothing. yeah, that was the traveling... and the night isn't much fun either.. *sigh* the days conitnue to bore me and I lived internet-deprived and I thought I'll nver make is through.~~but I made it!~~. and I was living a life of a pig, you know, eat, sleep, watch TV, not much is used. Because my parents didn't allowed us to go out. I wanna go to somebody's house to get some internet addiction! yet, my 'rents were just bitchy to us.

Oh, I forgot something, did I told you that a the house near is haunted? Yes, we were staying at my Amma(grandmother on my father side)'s hotel, room 303 specifically, outside the room was a window with a tall cotton tree. And a house, and yes, the ghost was living in the tree (don't ask me how, it lives there =P) and she's picking on my lil bro and sis, they have high fevers at night, my brother can't sleep at out room. I don't see any connection with us, HELLO~ Me and my other sister are okay. no fevers, no jointaches, etc. So then, we moved to room 301, which is A LOT better. okay, I don't need to tell you more.

But things did get exciting at January 1, we went to churches, ate, drunk, had fun. At least, I did cause I was with my cousins while siblings weren't. I think they just played upstairs. no biggie for me, at least I had fun. hehe.

And school's really getting hard on us. I hate that fact. GRRRRRR.

Camille's been singing some Saiyuki musics, it's making me realize how much I love Saiyuki. >o<>CREATIVE MODE!. I might use a word this time, I'm not planning to dedicate it on Valentines day, I have no valentine. hehe. I might have the word the grew on me because of Chella and Rose, it's really an addicting word, for me, though.

anyway, for now... tada!

2005-12-25T10:28:00.000+08:00

mood.TIRED. AS IN.
Music.Nothing.

First of all.

I had the most tiring Christmas I ever had. I swear~ Even though my Auntie Roda isn't here, Achie Queenie and I planned the Noche Buena instead. Games, we didn't even finsihed it! We were not able to play bring me. Something that every party have. GOODNESS I was sooo tired. And what's more? we had shopping in the morning. I was thinking that there will be few people in the mall. GOODNESS~ I spent 20 minutes just lining up! GAWD. Just to get myself a whole new outfit. For fashion sake.

But the night, even though was tiring was still mixed up, with feelings cofused by myself. I ain't gonna spill out here. there's always another side of my head I ain't gonna show in public. And those pretty lil' presents were opened. I really liked Achie Queenie's gift, that necklace, cute~ XD want a pic of it? =D And I really aprreciat thsoe nice presents you guys gave, Thanks to all of you~ I lub ya all 4eva~! MWAH!

Anyway, we'll be leaving tomorrow for province, I don't know if ever my I can get online, but if I ever do... you might find me just on Y!M. I ain't sure if they have all those messenger I have, but if you got my in YM, you'll know~ I'll be coming back on January 3, weee. So yeah, I'll be off from your list, but don't remove me, okies? ^_^

as for now... You can view my LJ for a more updated version on this post. Till here then, tata!

2005-12-23T20:51:00.000+08:00

Mood.FULL
Music.none.

Anyway, I'm not really that back. I just sneaked out here becasue it's my sister's birthday this night. yeah, they're celebrating downstairs while I'm typing right here.. don't worry, I'll join them later....

anyway.. I just updated for some random reason... GAWD. I recieve 700php for the work. Okkkaayyy.

We'll be leaving for Cagayn Valley at December 26, then come back at January 3, then go back to school at January 4, my schedules is getting pretty hectic again. And I don't know if I'll be able to get another layout for this.. but I know one thing, My LJ has got a new layout, YEY~!!!!!

We'll be celebrating Christmas eve tomorrow evening.. wee!

anyway.. I was tagged by Aencille. =D

1.) The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lover
2.) Need to mention the sex of the target.
3.) Tag 8 victims to join this game & leave a comment on their Comments saying they've been tagged.
4.) If tagged the 2nd time, theres no need to post again.

Target: Male

1. He must be cute/handsome
2. He must have sense of humor/able to play pratical jokes
3. It's alright if he's not brainy, but have at least some pririorities to his studies.
4. He should have at least one talent.
5. I could talk to him comfortably/respects my opinions.
6. He must accept me for who I am
7. hindi bolero (copyright Aencille) ^^v
8. He must teach me how to play a guitar, cause I wanna know how to.

I tag: Hiyono, YamYam, Ayumi, Chiqui, Gray, Camille, HanMae, Sarah.

Will comment on them tomorrow, cause I really, really, NEED to go.

2005-12-20T20:00:00.000+08:00

Mood.GRRR.
Music.My Chemical Romance- Helena

Uhm.. now how should I put this into words. I really, really, hate the fact that it's Christmas vacation, and that my mother lets me work, in the office. If not only for my sister, who's really eager to go and help, I also wouldn't end up helping and working out there. I don't know, she doesn't force me to do it, but there's some sort of gultiness I felt if I don't go and help. But yeah, she already gave me salary for advance, what else could I do?

So what now? I sooo excited for Christmas, I don't know what'll bring.. and oh, I have to attend our clinic's Christmas party. Yeah, I'm really looknig forward to it. Picture will also be coming right up.

I'm really, really, sorry for not comenting these days, promise, I will comment, at least once in a while in your blogs... You shall hear from me by Thursday? or by Friday.. I'm not sure.. but yeah...

so long, and good night.

2005-12-16T11:16:00.000+08:00

[mood: very, very, very, very, haaaapppeeee~!]
[music: Don't Phunk With My Heart- Black Eyed Peas]

YAY! SO MUCH YAY~! NO MORE CLASSES~! WOO HOOOO!!!

absolutely! We had our Christmas Party yesterday, and it was really, really, fun. I got up some pictures, and some videos too! Of course, I'm gonna upload it.. you'll find the pictures at the last part of this post. and what else? I think I'm gonna upload the videos... some other time maybe.

My Driving Force.Yes, as you can see, it is a new layout. and it feature Hayami Kishimoto. in a way.. Does it?. But yeah, I mainly used layer blending modes. Because I found myself fun in experimenting with it. I don't exactly know why... but yeah, I think I'm gonna stick about this for a while... and I you'll notice, I started using the screen resolution 1042x768. Yes, buddy, I started using it, finally,. It looks nice though... but it's okay with 800x600. So yeah... criticize it? yeah.... I belive the alignment is not compatible wi IE, So I think you have to use Mozilla Firefox. Yes..

Camille and I are planning to make a Barkada Site. yes, and know what's the name of our barkada? DominatriX-erz!!! I don't honeslty know where Camille got the name.. but yeah, we'll stick with it.

I can't wait for Christmas! all in all, I recieved 26 gifts. YEY!!!!!!!!!!!! go meee~! XD YAY FOR AYASHI!!!! XDD tee hee~!

Choral SInging update.Umm.. it was unexpected. Yes, very much. All of us know we would lose. But when the first prize winner was announced, it was us. Yes, my dear, we won. But the only thing was.. I don't think we deserve it. because we have such small voice and I belive having small voice really is not good when it Choral Singing. But now what's the point? We won, and that was it.

Christmas Party.well.. this day was fun.. as I told you, I got pictures, and videos.. I don't know how to upload videos.. I think they're pretty big files.. suggest? But yeah.. these are the pictures, ENJOY!:

Note: just hover the pics, okies?

This isn't all the pics.. but my PC was just running real sloowww. yeah. If I have time.. I'll be updating up the piccies.. ^_^

but for now...

taadaa!

2005-12-11T17:05:00.000+08:00

[mood: . . . . . ]
[music: The Click Five- Just The Girl]

Back so lately? I dunno why. but I think this is the best Sunday eva! despite from the fact that nag-kalat ulit kami stage. -_- but who cares anyway? waahahah.. and Antionette and I have been talknig about this girl who we named gaga, that she and another certain girl, yes, there are two of them, are destroying the name of Antoinette. ah... yes, BITCHES. GO TO HELL. Okay, move that aside. cause that Gaga girl feeling like she is so pretty and so pupolar when she's not.. SO NOT. ANG GAGA! SOBRA!

err... as of today.. I had some time good. With my parents. although I didn't wear my mom's ~~cursed~~rubber shoes with made me slipped and made my ankle bleed for almost 2 hours, I wore My curesed sandals instead. Which made all the walking in Shang-rila totally useless. My ankles and heels ache. SO MUCH. T_T

But despite of that. I have to say, Shang-rila got a potential of having lots of ~~molestible cuties~~ things. I enjoyed shopping with my parents, ah.. yes, something you might not imagine. But I guess all the 'tawad' I did with my mom was like.. paid off? With because she promised to give that rubber shoes to nice for Christmas. YES!!!. and counting that fact that there were~~lots and lots of molestible cuties.~~other nice things. Everything can really be summed up, I lvoe my family, and I love shopping with them. Oh! I also got the deal I wanted, the perosnal computer she promised to give me if she will be going on stage at my graduation. YEY!

now then, let's hope she'll get in there. Cause I obviously wanted a personal computer where no bitching sister is there to disturb.

I am very sorry for not commenting in your blogs these days.. I've gotta get my presents reasy and such.. and what's important, I have to make two new layouts. fir the eyar 2006. and I hope I get them finished. I hope I won't be such a lazy bitch ass agian. T_T

oh well... till here.

I plan and hope to post sooner. or later. which is which. whatever.

2005-12-09T17:10:00.000+08:00

[mood: yum yum!!!]
[music: National Geographic mode]

I AM NOT DEAD.

*points up and repeats is again*

you know, everything... school pressure, programs, quizzes, dance numbers, so yeah... you name and know it.

But leaving that aside. It's already DECEMBER. and you get the idea, cold air in the morning that won't last... and jackets everywhere. Blah.. you see, from the hot, hot days of summer to the cold cold days of December. XD

so... yeah. lemme see..

PE. Did I told you we have a Christmas Party here and that we need a special number? I guess I did not. Nagkalat nga kami medyo sa stage eh. but you know, the coke made me drunk and go wild and we had Pringles as our 'pulutan'. Too bad I didn't brought my Handycam.

Choral Recitation. I don't think we will win this time. yeah, not win. because you know, marming epal at ayaw makipagcooperate. So.... Yeah.

I'll be making off the new layout.... hopefully, it'll be a HAYAMI KISHIMOTO one. >.< almost fell out of the chair. well, it was like this... it was Wednesday, the day after I got the cola hangover. XD so yeah, I was acting some sort of a crazy girl and thw like... Wahahahahah... Amber and Alyssa, and Rachelle knew it... then before I knew it, I was surrounded by my friends while I'm sitting at the table of an armchair... and they were poking me like crazy!!! T_T then I said I need to give back.. so I poked Camille then Jeryl. But then when I poked Jeryl, I wasn't able to balanced my body and she was fighting back and omg the chair gave in and I don't know where to put my damn fucking body. I ending still sitting on it. and we were jsut like.... laughing?

Nyahahahah.... I still couldn't forget that. XD Like I was... thae victim?

I'm not a good blog-mate this days.. GomeNasai! *bows*

Anyways... I think I'll be updating more.. YEY ME!

but one thing's sure..

I'M NOT DEAD.

Educational Convetion thing.. blah blah blah

2005-11-25T14:50:00.000+08:00

[mood: relaxed.]
[music: Black Eyed Peas- Anxiety]

My friend asked me "How could you keep up with such music?" LOL. I don't know how. XD

err... No classes, YEEEESSSS!!!!

reason why: Educational convention currently happening at out school grounds, I don't care, blah. But what so anyways? I got time with my beloved computer, again. :P forbid me, I'm just in a "at-least" mode.

We watched HP4 last Sunday, I know it's a bit sort of long time, but who care anyway?! The movie was haawwwwt. so freakin hawwtttt... ~~just too bad Fleur doesn't have much lines and Drace was in just one scene.. grrr...~~ and you have to admit, the book is always better, right? I mean, I prefer the book, but you have to get those lasy ass to the cinema and watch that dnamn movie before it goes out. So go get there and watch! casue I TOLD YOU SO. =P

forbid that, I was drooling. XD

(What a *beep* she is!! I fucking hate herrr!!)

random: the song Headstrong by Trapt is good! *this is not where you beloooonnnggg* aaaa... it is good. XD and the remix roocckkk for the rox-ish type. XDDD

hmm.. so let me see... I remebering lest Thursday, or yeah, yeasterday, we covered our desks becasue of that convetion, you know, our desks has to be presentable, etc. I remember some archives of that damn Rex, courtesy of Cam-chan

Me: Rex, nasaan ung tape? (where's the tape?)
Rex: anong tape? (what tape?)
Me: ung kinuha ko sa kabinet ni Ms. Diaz (the one I got from the kabinet of Ms. Diaz)
Rex: ahh.. ung makapal.. (ah.. the think one)
Me:... nasan nga? (... where?)
Rex: kasing kapang ng mukha mo (as thick as your face)
Me: *clenches*
Frnaces: eto o! (here it is!)

and I also remeber another one...

Cam: eh, kasi bading eh.. (becuase he's a gay)
Me: eh, si reece? (what about reece?)
Rex: *interrupts* e ikaw? tomboy? (what about you? tomboy?)
Me and Cam: pppffffttt.

LOL, that was it.

~~Mageemote nanaman siguro ako~~It's becasue one of my dear beloved friends, Chella, will be leaving on December 1, I am GOING TO MISS YOU SO MUCH.

But look, Cam-chan borrowed me again that CD full og games. *hearts* *hearts* wee~! I miss games so muuuucccchhh!!!! fweeeee =3

so yeah... till here? but yeah, I'm gonna blog-hop... so yeah.....

2005-11-19T17:16:00.000+08:00

[mood: the same ol' tiring gurl you'll be know-ing]
[music: Melanie C- Next Best Superstar]

Okay, I just want to say, for those who'd been asking me, my LJ is already up. But I don't literally know what happend. blah. Heck I'm trying to load this post with *beep* Well, that's what two of my friends told me. XDDD waaahhh... tell me about it, third quarter was HARSH.

I'm just so glad I had the time with my belvoed computer. XD I absolutely have no idea when I will be here again. But what so anyways? >.<

Life have bad times... and... good times....But fist of all:
LOVE IS IN THE AIR.
waahahaahhaha....
I'm starting to pity *beep*, or maybe not really her, but because my whole class recently have been so obssessed with crushes. And I have no idea what to do with them but just to 'go with the flow' hehehe... like Jeryl was always asking me "Sino ang crush ni Kevin?" err... I was just like =X because you know... secrets should be kept. >.< so yeah anyways.

I have been trying to keep up with the so-called good grades.

that said it all. XD

Loads of bitches in the class. I have nothing to do but deal with them.

I bet you know what it means, if you don't tell me. XD

Unwanted teacher teaching us.

okay, let me make that short. Our teacher doesn't know how to teach, she doesn't apprciate our work. I'd me glad to make an example of the third sentence of this paragraph.

We were asked to fix the bulletin board for the upcoming educational convention. When we where at the last part, Darlene made the cartolina too big for the size, IT IS NOT YET THE OFFICIAL DEADLINE. But we decided to put it up anyways. When our teacher saw it, she was something like "oh, why is this too big?!" in a somewhat arrogant voice. Well, we thought that's normal, cause the cartolina really is big. When we went up to the front, she was saying something like "O! Look at out bulletin board now!" the 'napaparinig' way. Making Darlene felt said and gave out a soft cry. Well, I literally think it's not proper for her to say something like that. SHe could have just said it in a nice way. And look, it's not just me who hates her, but alot of people too.

damn that teacher.

err... My YM isn't working somehwta right, if you have any questions, or supposedly to be an offline message, you can say it right here. >.< gomene...

edit: added:
taken from Zephyrus

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	60%
Stability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Orderliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%
Accommodation	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Interdependence	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Intellectual	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Mystical	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Artistic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Religious	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Hedonism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Materialism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Narcissism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Work ethic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Self absorbed	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Conflict seeking	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Need to dominate	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%

Romantic	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Avoidant	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Anti-authority	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Wealth	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Dependency	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Change averse	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Cautiousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Individuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Sexuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Peter pan complex	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Physical security	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Physical Fitness	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Histrionic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Paranoia	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Vanity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Hypersensitivity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Female cliche	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%

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and absolutely so much like me. XD

2005-11-06T20:45:00.000+08:00

[mood: I FEEL LIKE CRYING! :(( :(( :((]
[music: Do you feel like I feel- HxH]

eep. short post. sorry.

to make it short:
SEM BREAK ENDS NOW.

I'm fuckin so afraid of going back to school. I fuckin have no idea why. 0.0 Somebody must save me from studying the fuckin Social Studies and Hwa Ghi. I'll be back in 6 weeks time, except I decide to post something short and easy to write. I might be in the superior rank, I still don't know. And I'm still making my LJ layout, yes, LJ. >.<>.< but belive me, it's hard to deal with LJ, HARD.

My father bought a Handycam, w00t! CAMWHORE! but yeah, I will be camwhoreing from time to time, but I certainly won't post the pictures here, It'll be posted at my LJ.

errr... WOULD SOMEBODY FRICKIN SAVE ME FROM WHAT-THE-FUCK-EVER IS WAITING FOT ME AT SCHOOL IN THIS FUCKING THIRD QUARTER? T_______________T

Somebody, please.

2005-11-01T16:03:00.000+08:00

[mood: nothing much mood]
[music: none]

hmm... it seems like I wasn't able to be online as I expected.. oh well....
Final decision: I won't be moving to Haloscan.. maybe someeday...lol..

The reason I wasn't able to be online last Saturday was that my mom took me to the Divisoria to buy for giveaways, I finally got gifts for some people, although, I did ran out of money, so I'll be going back there next week.. I think.. XD But yeah.. that' s enough, right?

New Layout, as I said, it features the never-ending anime bishie SON GOKU from Saiyuki. XD

We went to the cemetery yesterday, Achie Queenie brought her guitar. I tried up some new chrods. Holy mama my finger burned! I never thought it'll hurt that way. T___T But so yeah, I did learn new chords, and that is what matters, right? Anaywayz, it rained.. oh shit we have to stay in the tent as long as the rain is there. To sum it up.. it isn't really much fun, in the part. But so we had fun when the evening came. We took pictures. Like we were searching for ghosts. 8D~haha! so err yeah.... the night was pretty fun..

Note to self: When early Novermber/late October comes, do not go to the mall with hair untied.

Why? Here's why:
Last Sunday, we went to the mall, as usual, I wore casual clothes. I never thought I would still look like those children trick or treating...Okay, I was like this. My mom was ordering for my sister as Jolibbee, just when I was supposed to get some extra catsup for the french fries, then the saleslady went to me and gave me a couple of candys, saying "eto po.." I was liek WTF?! anu ba histura ko ngayon?!.. but then.. it turned out that I smiled instead and said "Hindi po ako nagtritrick or treat" then she took those ~~yummy~~candies away. XD

So maybe you'd be asking which day was the best, I'd say the day we went to the cemetery. Probably because of the fun I had, or plainly that day just rock? XD

So there was it, I hope you liked the new layout.... fwee~! Critism accepted. So if you have problems, feel free to commet, and not to mention, rant, at this post only, cause I want my skills to improve... so yeah.. okies?

Sem break is ending soon T__T tell me it's not happening... noooooooooooooooooo.... XD

2005-10-27T12:22:00.000+08:00

[mood: no-classes joy mode!]
[music: RUN RUN RUN- HIGH and MIGHT color]

first of all, I wanna tell to the wordl all around there.
RUN RUN RUN IS THE BEST SONG YOU'LL EEVER HERE.
I can't stop my addiction to the song. It is a very good and addicting one, especially when you hear the singer raise up her voice. SUGOI!!!

and second:
SEM BREAK STARTS TODAY!

So I will be online always, in YM and in here. So yeah, there guys, wait for my DOOM. =D

I got a superior rank in Chinese. Next to Van, meaning I'm second in superior. It'a okay, I never expected an excellent rank anyway. I wish I could be excellent in my english class. OR else.... GROUNDED TT____________________________TT

We had the Chinese singing contest yesterday. I was frigging locked up in my nerves as I was seating in the chairs. When it was our turn, Shu-sensei told up to relax. I tried, and guess? It wasn't so hard at all! Performing in those judges and a group of grade 6 and grade 4 students, I was...sorta enjoying the performance....

I guessed it turned out to be good. and we won..... /okay, it won't be such a bother, I won't make it like what I did to my balagtasan./ 1ST PLACE!!!! Hell I never though we would win, cause most of them have so much actions, I though we have the simplest actions, but I guess, I was wrong. But it dosen't matter, we won. And that is was is important. Right?

I'm not feeling negative. In fact, I'm far from it. I'm doing Cam's layout coding, I guess it getting pretty much better. tee hee. If you're reading this, you have to get it from me ah! >>.<< XD

I don't know what to say... oh well.. I'll be uploading Goku's layout on the end of the sembreak, or in the end of November O_________________O... Pang Christmas kasi eh!

add:

Diaz-sensei said we're gonna see our long tests, on the day we came back, Novermber 7, 2005, OMGWTF I'm freaking nervous to know what are my scores, I need to be in the excellent rank this grading, again, if I'm not... -g-word here- So yeah.... I will get high grades right?

I want to thank you all people for your commets. Mahalaga na sa akin and bawat salita, basta galing sa inyo... Apparently, I might move to HaloScan next layout, and that means all commets will be erased T_______T afufufu... but still yeah, Salamat sa mga commets nyo!

wala lang... I just feel plain snappy... XD

2005-10-20T12:45:00.000+08:00

[mood: free~!]
[music: Michelle Branch- Are you Happy Now]

PHEW! the long test is finally over. You know how much my heart worried everytime I encounter a problem I don't know. Especially Social Studies and Science, Math, again, is not ok. I hate that, and I'll be grounded if I got a Superior rank in the second grading for the whole third grading. So if ever I got a Superior rank, expect me not to post for a long, long while.

I was watching Escaflowne again. Hell how I hate Allen! He is such a chickboy, He know he's not suited for Hitomi and he still kept on bugging. What a loosie~! And heck the hell I wanna kill that unloyal, not-so-bishie, not-really, kinght.

ermm... yeah? don't mind that.. XD

I finished the layout, it's GOKU. Cause um.. yeah, hell I wanna watch the WHOLE SERIES again. XD. the color is gold, I'll put it up for Christmas.

I closed my LJ, hell I'm tired of updating, I'll stay here for more. =) cause hell bloggin is luff in you gotta let it all go and the hosting site is not important. So yeah, I'm just using my LJ account for commenting

I'm trying to make this a not-short post. I don't feel really negative. Hell I'm just... blah. XD I'd rather not say it, you know, um.... =3

So hell.. I don't really wanna leave. I'm not gonna close this, HELL NO. and HELL I DON'T WANNA BE GROUNDED. Especially from my PC. T_T

But maybe the result of me being grounded was that I was able to enjoy the lust of watching television. *laughs* I was watching the test broadcast of the new channel, HERO at Sky Cable. Hell I'm starting to like it. Especially I can get to watch GateKeepers and ~~Naruto~~. So yeah, I'm also starting to like back Anime. Actually, being on the computer occupied my watching tv time. And so I didn't get to have those wonderful animes I should be watching. >_<

Heck, I talked to my cousin last night, She told me she's gonna lend me a copy of Advent Children. Heck I wonder when. XD, Okay, I know it was idiotic of me not to ask, I was just too preoccupied studying Chemistry from my Science lesson that I just said "oo na! oo na!" and didn't even bother to ask further questions. I must call her. XD

moouuu... I'm soo excited from Saturday. We are gonna watch Corpse Bride. I'll be giving a review when I feel like it. *laughs* But I felt nervous about my grades, I will be in the Excellent rank, right?

dozo dozo... they are ransaking the TGQ baords~!!!! I'm sooo left behind~! T_T

PS: I edited the shoutbox, and accidentally erased all the messages, sorry... >_<

2005-10-13T18:51:00.000+08:00

[Mood: uh-uh]
[Music: Bulong- Kitchie Nadal]

Uh-huh. Tomorrow is our Chinese long test, and I feel, sort of secured? No. I feel nervous. Umm… yeah, I might not post for along time, maybe about two weeks; it’s periodical tests. And as usual, I feel nervous.

Dude, I wanna watch the Corpse Bride. Wag nyo ako pansinin nahawa ako kay Camille.

Umm… I was telling Denise(Uy), no, I wasn’t really able to tell her that she was just so obsessed with the actions(for the contest) of their section. Okay, she doesn’t need to go around telling we copied their actions, right? Napagalitan pa tuloy kami. She could have just kept the obsessions all to herself. We didn’t copy, our Teacher+Camille made the actions. Okay, Nightmare and Angel did contribute. A lot? But who the hell cares?

I AM NOT BALIW WITH NARUTO. Umm… that was… for Angela? Okay, even though you search my brain, you won’t find that much information compared to what Debbie and Camille have, cause I am not obsessed with it.

We received the new Chinese-lesson-book today, for the third grading and fourth grading. Umm…
Carla: -approaches Camille- hey, take a look at lesson eleven, diba its… -blah blah blah- (I wasn’t able to hear it)
Cam: oo nga no! (yes it is)
Me: why? What is it?
Cam: dooD, Gensomaden Saiyuki to. Ung Chinese verion.
Richelle: -looks-
Me: Genso to?
Richelle: yes it is
Me: -studies more- (okay, I’m not believing at first) oo nga no!

Booyah, I have the summary… -dances-XD

I might not be here for a long time, two weeks, I think. XD with a new layout. Expect me to do a Son Goku one, cause I’m becoming such an addict again >_<>_<>_<

2005-10-07T19:29:00.000+08:00

[mood: umm... a bit of pissed?]
[music: Break You- Marion Raven]

"If I have my hair sliced to the side, will it look nicer?"
hnyahhaha.... A sum of people told me I should have my hair slide to the side.... oh I'm not that sure, but so yeah...

eee... this is one of the best days of my month.. ^_^ haha, but... well, I'd rather not tell why cause I'm might be said as a "green-minded" person whereas Jeryl just started all of it. So yeah.. I prefer not to talk about it, if you'll excuse me (^_^)

Critism: sometimes, I don't wanna talk to Narutads anymore... makes me feel kinda sick, somebody, I need advice..>_<Why do they even bother to always talk about Naruto?! -no offense pelase-

new blogmate, nice to have ya here, Yono-san ^_^.

anou... I should lots of things to report about today...but it seems like I'm forgetting it all....

Oh yeah, to say what I wanna say, is to say Rex to SHUT UP, YOU SON OF A B****!

nyaaaaaa..... I felt some sort of alone suddenly, she went on to the bad side, she went on with another friend, why can't I have somebody who'll listen to my rants? maybe I should start an LJ... >_<.... might start an LJ soon...

N	Naughty
I	Innocent
C	Cute
A	Ambivalent

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O_O I'm not that cool, I just kick asses o_O

Neutral Day??

2005-10-04T17:59:00.001+08:00

[mood: Neutral]
[music: Saiyuki- Blow Winds]

OMFG! I fuckinly luurvvveee this song~! nyahhhahaha... a bit of long time no update... oh well... but lol yeah, my day is neutral... there is a bad side, and a good side..

Bad side:
Last night, a bitch, (let's say her name is bitch =(^_^)=) came to my house to do nothing, or maybe to disturb me~ and what she did? She ransacked my things, and things suddenly fell apart. Cause I was keeping a list of my classmates from grade 1-6, um... then, Hakr has a quiz prank, something like crush calculator, so um... yeah, while she was subtituting (lol, my spelling sucks) me, she then picked three random boys and placed their whole names their under MY NAME, Like HELLO~! I didn't answer that question~! {omg, it's Blow Winds, I can't resist and it's goku's voice~!XD} so what now? Hakr was telling it in school, but yeah, like I care~?!

Good Side:
Mou... was really laughing at PE, like hello, I didn't knew that practicing volleyball with a buch of Narutards would be so much fun, cause I was like.. a coach to them? nyahahah, when I almost kick the ball, Jeryl told me "Tsunade, hindi tayo naglalaro ng soccer!" "Tsunade, we are not playing soccer here" like as if I don't know~! and I like I wanted to be called that name??? nyahahahaha... but so hell yeah, PE a while a go rocks, it's all because Freda-senei isn't watching us, but also, my friends were there enough to cheer me up.. nyahaha and I was all going on.. wtf?!... lol yeah, they made me laugh so hard that I fell onto my knees a thousand times...

LRR deadline was moved to Friday, YYEEEEEEEEEEEEY!!!!!! Like ARE YOU DUMB?! Who would want pass it tomorrow?????
I was wondering these days, WHY ARE THEY CALLING ME TOO MUCH NAMES?! mou.. they have a lot of names to call me, but can't they just choose one~?! I mean, it's alright if they name-call me, as long as I don't despise the idea, but wtf?! They call me Orochimaru, Itachi, Tsunade?! Bitches.. >_<>_< oh well, but maybe, at the end, I felt a lot more better.. so count the bitch-coming-at-my-house-and-destroys-my-life part. [music: still, it's Blow Winds from Saiyuki... *gets addicted to this song* IT'S ALL CAMILLE'S FAULT!XD]

-IM archive cutted- XD

too long daw kc eh! XD

2005-09-28T08:18:00.000+08:00

[mood: oh yesss!!!!]
[music: Barairo no Sekai]

*laughs at the last post*
there are advantages though, it thought me to look on the bright side.. haha XD

YESSS, walang pasok (no classes)

yeah I know, I need it, after all those pressure from school, we should really have a teachers' day celebration, and no classes today, we should really deserve it...

so yeah, yerterday, Cam, Hillary, Hannah, Jeryl, and Beverly went to my house to practice volleyball, and boy, WHAT A DAY. See? 3/4 of them are NARUTARDS, and it seems like I'm being influenced again, tee hee, we just watched Naruto, Practiced till 5:30, then watched Naruto again, like yes, eveything went on about Naruto. and I was like, oh come on, because of Jeryl's fortune telling about what will happen, it's season2 na kc on Kapamilya eh. So yeah, it was so much fun yesterday, One of the best days of my life...yes, it is... hehe

so yeah, I'm just sneaking up, cause I still need to study, and that part of life SUCKS, yeah? So would want to study for such a very nice day without classes

"kita ko blog mo, ung last update, grabe, la kang ginamit na exclamation point, talgang iba pakiramdam mo no?"
(I saw you blog's last update, why, you didn't use any exclamation point, you really are feeling different, aren't ya?)
shaks.
it was past, but whatever, I don't have any plans to join the Star section next year anyway, so do I even bother? I mean, if I'm not gonna be in the Star sec next year, why bother with a 75? I wanna enjoy High School to the fullest, and that means, I should leave any pressure that there is behind, so yeah, why do I even bother???? XD
But honestly, I want a change of school, I don't want to study at Grace, I wanna leave those KSPs, yeah, and I don't wanna leave school at 6 and reach home at 6. I want a more-free life. but unfortunatelty, they don't want me to change school.

SO yeah, but I have to admit, my school has a lot of advantages, and disadvantages, -_- so yeah... why do I want to talk about school anyway?

So, uh-huh, I might not be updating for a few weeks, cause Long test it near, this is not my last post, however. I just wanna have some "grade upgrade." haha, and what else? I still have to do my LRR, which literally SUCKS..
so, could anybody give me ideas about my LRR? "Paul Revere's Midnight Ride" just email me, okei?

PAKSHIET NA CONNECTION!!!

2005-09-26T18:16:00.001+08:00

[mood: SUPER PISSED OFF]
[music: none]

"I AM FLUNKING IN MATH"
yap, I am flunking in math. and it makes me cry

I left Cam's urber precious notebook in the classroom, and she's gonna hate me for this.

I got an 80 in FIlipino, 96 in hwa ghi, which are so low, it's not that I'm super conscious with my grades, like what Chiqui said, "test are not for grades, it an application," but HOW AM I GOING TO GRADUATE IF I GOT A 75 IN A QUIZ?!

My life is so over, I fuckinly hate myself.

and the fact I've written so much in my first post just comping up with a blogger error, I hate my life. so what? this sums it up. If you gonna read the original post, I swear, you'll just close this window.

I hate myself, my forgetful, sucking self.

My Life Sucks

NO COMMETS. I don't need any support with the issue of my grades, I feel bad as much as I wanna kill somebody as if she/he done the done thing, I'm online, ans soon, will study, I mean, I have to get my next three quizzes strait 100, right? so, I need my time, especially that the long tests are coming up

I recieved this yerterday, not worth taking a look at.

COMMETS CLOSED

2005-09-23T18:07:00.000+08:00

[mood: weekend at last!!]
[music: One Two Step- Ciara feat. Missy]

"The thrid week of October, you will be having your Second Grading Long Test"

WTF?! WTF?! THIRD WEEK?! OCTOBER?! LONG TEST!??!?!?!?!? OMG!! and yes, that line says it all, meaning on the next few weeks, I'll be reducing my Internet time in order to upgrade my grades, and IT DOES WORK. alright?

I heard news from Isha-san that my template dosen't work on Macintosh, awwwww... apparently, I'll be changing my template in the near future.... hmmmm....

Spelling contest, and we won.....

FIRST PLACE!!!!!!!!!! OHHH YEAH!!!!!!
I have my many thanks to Wesly, yap, he did very well!!!
Places:
1st: 6-6 (Wesley Kaiser Lim)
2nd: 6-4 (Patricia Villarica)
3rd: 6-5 (Hacker King)

taken

alright, so, I'm happy about that =(^_^)= so happy!

BB Issue:
Who will be taken out? JB? or Raquel??? OMG! I can't wait for tomorrow night... awww....

sana wag naman si JB... kawawa sa Say... oh well... fate lies, no?

Quiz: taken from Princess in Training (thank, Frances)
Instructions:
note: list people you actually know
-First, write the numbers 1 through 11 in a column
-Beside numbers 1 and 2 write down any two names of numbers you want.
-Beside 3 and 7, write down names of the opposite gender.
-Write anyone's name (like friends or family) in spots 4, 5, 6
-Write down four song titles in 8, 9, 10, 11

My Answers:
1 Three
2 Five
3 *********** (haha, can't expose eh!)
4 Maine
5 Cam
6 Clare
7 ****** (even still, di masabi eh!)
8 Grow Up- Ghosts at School
9 Jump-Faders
10 Behind Those Hazel eyes- 883
11 Fukisisabu Kze no Nda de- WAG

answers:
1. You must tell (the numbers in spaces 1&2) people about this game.
2. The person in space 3 is the one whom you love.
3. The person in 7 in the one you like but can't work out.
4. You care most about the person you put in 4.
5. The person in number 5 in the one who knows you very well.
6. THe person you name in number 6is your lucky star.
7. The song in 8 is the song the mathces with the person in 3.
8. The title in 9 is the song for the person 7.
9. The song in 10 tells you mosr about YOUR mind.
10. The answer in 11 is the song telling you how you feel about life...

OMG! I can't believe a sigle quiz can speak to my mind, I DID NOT CHEAT! I SWEAR! but I was just wondering how true is 7 and 8.... haha, but the rest are true, although I did got WTF in number 6.. ^_^

okay, that was idiotic of me... >.<

2005-09-21T20:04:00.000+08:00

[mood: happi!]
[music: happy! shalalala... it's so nice to be happy! lolz]

OMG! I finally finished the next layout! and it features...... FAIRIE STUDIO! oh well...=(^_^)=

SO, yap, I'm feeling happy cause of that.. lolz, babaw no?

hehe, we didn't win the Bible contest.. aww....oh well, I won't feel bad, whatever place is fine, but why is the thing they clap when out class got the wrong answer, I wanna curse them all! XD

lolz, Last friday, we were being taped by the school with a Math demonstration thinggy, and we were so PLASTIC! ay grabe....

I decided to reduce some of my interent time.. so this post won't be that long.... tada! till next time!

gomen, gomen for the short post.

2005-09-18T17:06:00.000+08:00

[mood: feelin' fresh]
[music: For you... From me...-Hayami Kishimoto]

updates? I'm preparing for the new layout, and it features....... SECRET! lolz, but anywayz...

I have to say it now I'm beginning to be a Narutard, which I wish, would not happen.. XD

hehe.... I remeber this incident with my crazy batchmates, (again) in the locker: (not translated, gomen, gomen)
Thursday:
Rex: ano ang difference ng hayop atska halimaw???
Me: ang hayop... (differentiates...)
((rex leaves off))
Me: grabe yun...
Others: hehe...
Friday:
Me: o, ano and difference ny Halimaw staka Hayop???
Rex: ang hayop, si, Debbie, ang Halimaw, IKAW!
Me: ano?! *turns back and puches him*
Rex: waa...
Cam, Debbie, Maine: *laughs*

ay gabe, di nakakatawa...

I'm starting to think that Maine is a KSP (I don't have any offence to you, Maine, I'm just starting to think that you're a KSP.)
I don't want to hurt your feelings, but I have to say what's inside me:
Let's assumed I'm not your real friend, why? cause I want to you to change, and if I want you yo change, then I don't accept you for who you are. But again, I think your character is getting worst, nowadays, I go with Cam recently, you wanted me to change, why? I don't know, I think YOU YOURSELF know that answer, but I don't think that I will solve the problem myslef by just dumping you, NO! I still want you as a friend, but you're becoming a bit-KSP, I just wanted you to know and I wanted you to change.

I'm starting to rant, no, this isn't enough for my rant, right??? I need more inspirations.... oh well...

I'm thinking of so many thing to tell, but right now, all I could think of is to eat.. XD

new layout soon!~

2005-09-16T17:26:00.000+08:00

[mood: la lng....]
[music: Alone- Genso]

alright, I gotta admit, I'm being.... nahh.... I don't wanna say it, so, what me doin' right now? actually, It's NARUTO-TIME! XD muahahah, I'm being influcned again by Narutard (note: there are more than 5 Narutards in my class) so... what now? again, I don't know...

well, actualyl the purpose of my bloggerin is to post what I want, right? RIGHT. So, I'll post up my school reports, I mean, reports about my crazy batchmates

well, maybe, happening number 1. Because of the many Narutards in my class, the effect was to call other names: somethig like:
1. Jeryl=Shino (and puso nya ay kay Shino... ♥♥) lolz...
2. Debbie= Choji! (times 2~!!! )
3. Camille= Shikamaru (look at her spiky hairstyle! =^_^=)
4. Beverly= Gaara (let's put up the "ai\" [love] sign in her head!)
5. Me?= Kangkoro (if you say a word about this, you're dead! XD)

another one:
alright, tell me, does somebody remmber this?:
"grabe, ang girly girly mo, yun pala, ang fierce fierce mo"
there's no point in saying that, I knoeee~~~~

it was Blackout last night, I feel so unfortunate, haaayyyy oh well, now I wonder what to say? that I'm being addicted to Naruto? not yet, I'll stay with TGQ and Saiyuki more.. ^^

last 3 words:
MY. LIFE. SUCKS.

=^_^=

VOLLEYBALL IS MY STUPIDITY!

2005-09-13T17:32:00.000+08:00

[mood: PISSED!]
[music: Naurto tv eh... XD]

alright, Tuesday, PE again, and I'm starting to think the Freda-sensei sux.. I mean, she would just scold you without even teaching on how to do it properly, I mean, she does teach us, but she won't make it that much clear to students, and with just one mistake, you're dead.

so what now? I still hate those show off KSP-group. They really really suck, and I now I suck at volleyball, I KNOW I SUCK. so what? I need to know what I'm good at, (ps: I know I suck at volleyball,)

okay, so, maybe let's stop this whole thing about volleyball, cause volleyball do suck. so what now? I don't know..

haha, I picked up another "pulutan" okay, let's say I don't know how to translate that.. XD but just recently, I was AGAIN fancinated about the taste of Fishball, now, I don't know why I am saying this.. XD

alright.... my memory counts on last Friday, I was laughing so hard cause of: (translated)
Me, Clare, Cam, Jeryl, Beverly, and Hannah were at the cr, when clare came in
Clare:hey, ya know, we and Angel (male) have a dark secret"
Me: oh? what? what?
Clare: SECRET! *wents out*
Me: ha!
Jeryl: maybe... they were *signals a bf/gf sign* *laughs*
Me: ha! it is POSSIBLE!
Cam: *enters the room, briging French Fries* what?
Me: nothing, let's go....
*on the way to Clare..*
Me: but may Clare was being pregnated by Angel" (okay, I don't know the english term, and I'm too lazy to think XD)
Jeryl: welll.... *laughs*
*other laughs too*
Me: well, it is 85% possible!"
*we went to Clare, laughing like hell, she looks innocent, poor her!*
Clare: wha?
*on the stairs*
Me: Wait, but may you're already like this: *picks up French fries and breaks it*
Clare: WT?!
Me: well, if not, maybe like this *puts them together*
Clare: youuuu!!!!!!
*we all laughed, stopping in the stairs, when Mrs. Aviso caught us, Cam ran upstairs, I hid behind Jeryl, Hannah, pushed like me going "wtf?!"*
Mrs. Aviso: SHHHH!!!!
*silence aroused as she went upstairs*
We: *laughed like hell*

When you read about it, it might not sound funny, but if you were with us, your stomach will ache, I promise.

yesterday, I saw Reece with friggin MM having affairs, and I was like "wtf?!" you see, there were other witnesses. And since MM is part of the KSP-group, and reece had friggin "affairs" with her, so, he might not be included with the ex-group.. haha.... XDDDD

so btw, I think he already dumped her... *pounces on MM* I wish I could do it to her at least once... XD

Maine... fight?

2005-09-10T15:45:00.000+08:00

[mood: sis watching SUBBED AGAIN! YEY!]
[music: watching nga eh! XD]

okay, Maine and I had a fight today, my message to Hakr:
WALA AKONG SINABI KAY MAINE, ALRIGHT!? SO PLEASE!"
is that what I really wanted to say?
Maybe not
Then why are you saying that?
I dunno...

but maybe under this circumstances, I'll forgive her, I want her to change... actually, if you think about it, I usually spend more time with Cam nowaday than with Maine, why? cause we like the same thing, we watch the same thing, ans we often talk on the phone, compared to Maine.... okay, I don't know why I am saying this, and I don't wanna say this... actually, I think the no one is reading this. And actually, I don't care, it's like, I need more advice on how to fix the problem, I don't wanna split up with Maine, I am willing to forgive her, but it seems like I can't. So yeah.... I dunno about this problem

"ikaw? dala mo ba>"
"Ha? ang alin?"
"Cellphone"
*interrupting*
"uy Nicole, pahingi naman ng load o!"
"-_-UU"
"ehhee... ubos n kasi eh"
"kk... mmya nah, bago umuwi, baka ma-chang(confiscate)"
"kk... mmya ah!"
*going back*
"ha? dala mo?"
"di, mp3 lang?"
"o? nu mga kanta?"
"ah, usually ung mga anime lng eh"
"o, talga? parehas pala tayo! =))"
"hehe, mahilig ako sa mga anime e."
"aku rin! aku rin!"
(bg: SHHH!)
"hehe.... -_-"
"haha....."

well, it seems like I found a new friend, no da? hehe.. =))

EX-GROUP!

2005-09-09T18:59:00.000+08:00

[mood: paranoid]
[music: *cricket cricket*]

Reading: 94
Language and Spelling: 96
Math: 95
Science and Health: 96
Social Studies: 98
Filipino: 95
Foreign Language (Chinese) 94.15
Bible: 93
Computer: 98
MAPE: 93
HELE: 94
Deportment: b+

So, what can I say? I honestly am not satisfied, yap yap, I think they're low, =( but anywayz... as lnog as I pass and gradudate, it's enough for me..

okayy... we're planning on going excursion without the so called "KSP" group, "WTF?" you might say, well.... the KSP group is those ones, who, in obvious are KSPs, haha, it happend last Tuesday at PE, it's a pretty long stories, and so what? XD okkkaaayyy... what happend last Tues was, we were having volleyball practice (as usual) when a group of girls STOLE our ball on which we are supposed to pratice and went outside and played all by themsleves, we watched them, it's like thier "show-off-ness" was being showed... they laughed so hard and loud, like I hate it, like DUH?! we just lined up while they play up their showoff ness, like I like...especially our so-called "noghtmare" gurl cuase she really is a nightmare to us. You know that kind of person, you should know! oh well, now they're called "KSP" group, and we are called "ex-group" why? cause of one word...

********

which, Cam and I perfer not to tell, oh well anywayz, I pretty axcited as for the whole Ex-Group, (astig dba?) haha, well, what is this EX-group for? it's for the frickin word above, we're gonna go.... blah blah blah.... you should know it by know...... so well, anywayz, what am I still supposed to say?

REPORT CARDS!

2005-09-07T18:46:00.000+08:00

[mood: uh-huh]
[music: Don't Look back again- WAG]

REPORT CARDS WERE GIVEN OUT TODAY! haha! I'm very happy, unfortunately, I don't have the report card with me, XDDDDD so, maybe I'll post my grades tomorrow.. but I do know, that I'm excellent S-T-A-R.... haha! XD and Chinese too, I'm excellent too! XD (first time bah? o diba?) hush! XD actually, I'm praising myself currently, why?

why? A while a ago, we have the best report! (priaising myself again) I mean, ourselves.... haha! XD anywayz, what I mean, we have the nestest and gretest report, oaky, I'll stop now....

so, maybe I don't really have new thing to say, but, I'm pretty sure, that no one is reading this.... so, maybe I'm just ranting for nothing.... . . . . . . .

exurcion?

2005-09-06T18:06:00.000+08:00

[mood: excited?]
[music: Game of Love- MYMP]

okaayyy Today was the start of our planning for the exursion.... and I'm pretty excited.. lalala... but early plans fail, what other say... aaaaaahhhh.... but anywayz.. I honestly want this to be another success...

so, what about today? todaywas Tuesday, PE.... umm... volleyball again, (as usual) we started serving with that fucking high net, I shot 4 shots, out of the four, only one almost got into the net, which literally sucks, I want to pass it on, but what did my hot-headed techer say?

"well, infarenes yun para sa atin dahil sa kabilang section, di nila makuha ipassa sa net" okay, I'm not encouraged, still....

I don't want to rant, but I want to rant, and I want somebody to listen to my rants but, it seems like nobody goes in here.... Like nobody listens to my rants, etc.... and everything....so, I'm putting up my password, I don't want other people to blame me at school....

[ending music: Shiro no Jumon- doa =)]

. . . .alalallala

2005-09-05T18:26:00.000+08:00

[mood: DUBBED AGAIN?! O_O?!?!?!?!]
[music: Ichibyou no Refrain- otoha]

wuahahhaha.... today was our Piao Yien... it's like "LANG HIYA! bakit kasi may minus!" wuahahha... yeah... we have minus caue of somthing out sensei didn't like... wuahahha... okkkaayyy... I'm overreacting nah............. XDwuahaha.... sis watching Gunlock dubbed nanaman... I'm getting crazy and crazy.... wuahahahha... pwde na aku ibalik sa mental glfgjlafjgflghlfghjghf hahaha..... I just don't know what to say... .I want to make this a pasword protected.... ahihi....

peoplez... favor, give me a testimonials and I'll give you one back... *wenk wenk* XDDD taretaretare...... I'll give out some rulez if you want to know my password.... *wink wink* wuahahhahaha....

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message for maine: the LimeWire PRO and and the commet ah! sankyuu!!!!

THANK YOU~!

2005-09-03T20:24:00.000+08:00

[mood: waaaa... I wasn't able to say Thank You..]
[music: Pinoy... ikaw ay pinoy... ipakita sa mundo.... XP]

waaaaa..... yeah, I had so much fun today again. I just feel guilty cause I wasn't able to say Thank You to Ailynn's mom, yeah, so, ThankYou Auntie... XD THANK YOU! XD ahwahhaha...

okay, for those who are totally clueless on what's goin on... SIMPLE! today is Ailynn's celebration for her b-day, it's pretty early I KNOW! XD but WHY NOT?! wahahha.. I'm gettin' crazy... okaaayayyy... so anywayz... what I was also about to say was today is CAM-CHAN'S BIRTHDAY TOO! TO THE GREATEST NARUTARD/SHAMATARD I HAVE EVER KNOWN, SHE IS THE BEST FRIEND (I haven't forgotten Maine, I promise!) wahaha.... XDDDD anywayz... moving on, I haven't done any assigmaents or homworks o_O joke... except for the Shiao Kai and Si Phien, but I just worte half of my Shio Kai... so yeah, I hope I'll be finishing it tomorrow... XD so what now?

I honestly don't know..... okayy.. I don't think I should spoil it this time, maybe some other time... or time will tell....

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

2005-09-02T18:49:00.000+08:00

[mood: Q+Wfl;tljgljgaslgjasl;f]
[music: orange and lemons- Hanggang Kailan]

HALA! Di ko mahanap and Sakamoto ko! buishet~!!!! anu ba yan!/!!?!?!?!?!

okaayy.. anywayz.. I wasn't able to report tomorrow....I mean....... post somthinggg.... ehehehe... never mind..... okaaayyy I'm going crazy, I CAN'T FIND MY SAKAMOTO HOMEWORK!!!!!!!!!!! WHERE IN THE HELL IS IT?!?!?!?!??! okkayayy... I'm sooo busy that I'll me this the shortest post..

tomorrow where to going to Ailynn's b-day celebration.. I'm excited.. FWEE... details will be given tomorrow.....

jhlhdjhlfhadkjghadkjghkghghgrbn

2005-09-01T18:27:00.000+08:00

[mood: PISSED!]
[music: Shiro no Jumon- DOA]

okkkaakkakakayyy.... maloloka na ako, ayokong pumasok bukas, sana walang pasok.. .lalalalal .XD okaaayyy... I just heard Hazel's dubbed voice and I was going like "WTF HAPPEND TO THAT!?" believed or not, mawawaln ako ng boses okaayyy..... maybe I was overacting.. .XD yeah...maybe I was.. .XD anywayz... what happend today? nothing much unsual, I think.... OH! BTW...

Bye to Reece, I mean, Happy Trip to Reece, they're going to Honkong now... soo.. yeah... I HOPE THERE'S NO CLASSES TOMORROW... so yeah.... I'm acting weird na... I wanna get more and more familair with mah blog... sooooo... so yeah..... XD O_o

okkkaayyyyyyyyy....... soooo.... yeah, I don't know what to say.. XP uh-huh..... maybe.. tomorrow... when there's no classes... XD

YEYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-08-31T18:22:00.000+08:00

[mood: sick, my head aches]
[music: uhh.... busy chattin again, ANFDFJEKLHETHEO]

okkaayyy..... so yeah, it looks like the Balagtasan ends with a complete succes, you know what place I won? its..... *drum rolls*

1st PLACE!!!!!!!!!!!

so, hell yeah, I won first place, and I am very happy, thanking God... so yeha... I AM SO HAPPY.... but then anywayz... I think I'm improving myslef... just that, I feel sick, uhh... my head aches this afternoon... so.... I don't feel very much, and what's more? there's a lot of thing to do, art, hele, kok im, spelling, languange... I AM SOO PRESSURED>.< Soon, I'll be killed... and I don't even have that much time! it's good that I could post this up..

nag-eemote ako, kanina, di sumama si mama sa picture taking.. bakit siya umalis? sana, kasama siya... gusto ko siyang maging proud while na-nanlo ako....

well.. anywayz... my emotion got away easily.... soo... yeah, there

BALAGTASANNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-08-30T17:33:00.000+08:00

[mood: urber nervous]
[music: uhh... Watchin Naruto.. ^^ JUST INFLUENCED BY NARUTARD]

Okkkaaayyyyy nageemote ako... masyadong nervous para sa balagtasan, and yap, I ayokong matalo. of course!?! sino ba ang gusto matalo?! well yeah, I'm practicing my lines, and making a fuss, I want it to be perfect tomorrow, I don't want to loose, uhh..... I don't know..... and, I have to find the props, and make a script for reading, and study... ahhH!!!!! this sucks... watching Azumanga really makes ma alot betterr...

Speaking of Azumanga.. I recommend it now, and actually, I might make it as the next layout.. XP oh yeah... but then anywayz.... you should watch it, it has not plot but is very exciting, I dunno... I still have to pratice for the Balagtasan.. so yeah.. there is it... XD still tomorrow... I wish I could update daily... AND THAT'S WHAT I'M TRYING TO DO! XDDDD

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late repos

2005-08-29T09:51:00.000+08:00

[mood: YEY! no CLASSES TODAY!]
[music: Britney Spears- Everytime]

yeah, I have late repos.. first was last my birthday......

yeah, last Friday, I though nobody remembered it was my b-day, cause I already celebrated it last Aug 20.. but nu-uh.. I was soo wrong.. everyobyd remembered.. yah.. ubt not everybody.. cause Ailynn didn't.. =( but anyways... yah.. I thought that'll it'll be alright.. nice day that friday anyways.... oh well..........

okay.. last Saturday, yap, I was out of town, in Cagayan Valley to be precise. and I have to admit, it was pretty fun, but not that fun.. okay.. I have to thank whoeer decided that there's no classes today.. I have much much more time to review.. etc... XD yah... two days on the road.. COME ON! XD so.. yeah.. like that.. o_O

Okay, here's a different repos, my computer has upgraded her OS, I AM NOW USING XP, and yeah, life on my pc to the fullest.. XDDDD and I don't use winAMP much now.. I use my iPod, much more convienent.. okay, gotta stop talking about that now.. XD anyways... I have lots of thing to dl again, since I am now XP, all those programs got away, but luckiliy, I still have PSP and PS with me.. XD so yeah.. I gotta dl notepad++ Firefox.. cause I don't wanna use IE to the rumor of the virus there is..

so yeah.. so long for now...

[ending song: Bokutachi no Yukue- Hitomi Takahashi]

MY B-day! so GREET ME! XD

2005-08-26T18:25:00.000+08:00

[mood: HAPPY! XD]
[music: none... busy cahttin]

yeah, I'm so darn busy chattin... TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY! THE DAY OF MY BIRTh!!!!! I'M SO FREACKIN HAPPE!!!!!! yeah... AND I FINALLY GOT MY IPOD!!! so, yeah, currently, it's charging...

so, yeah, I'll be out for the weekend, we'll be going to the province to celebrate my ama's (grandmather in the fathers' side) b-day... so yeah...... I'll be out for thw weekend.. yeah... and I'm soo happy with my practice for the balagatasan, I improved a lot.. but I need more practice.. so yeah.... like that... XD

FINALLY!

2005-08-25T17:56:00.000+08:00

[mood: *singing* o_O]
[music: Gensomaden- Alone]

FINALLY! I Finally have my long test grades!!!!!!! OOOO YEAH!!!!!!! this range from highest to lowest.... TT

English/Language- 77=96
Social Studies- 77=96
Science- 76=95
Filipino- 76=95
Mathematics 63=93 TT

yeah... my math is really low... TT and I have to improve if I want to strive... TT yeah... I also got my Chinese, and it's also pretty low.. TT

Hwa gi- 100
Kok im- 100
Math- 93

well, I gues the math sucks... yeah... TT and I hate math, ya know! XD but then, it's been very nice I still was able to get to the "Execellent" rank in Chinese, though Maine says "mas-matasa sana ako sayo kung di lang aku nagakaroon ng 71 sa ue to.. " yah I know it's pretty true, and i need to strive harder...........

and I wanna keep in mind that tomorrow is my real b-day..... *sigh* when will I get my ipod?????? I'm soo curious!!!!

yeah... soo... what do I say now? I'm nervous about the balagtasan, I WISH THAT WE WOULD WIN! so guys, please pray for us, (6-6) that we'll win the balagtasan, I post the results after the contest is over.... *sigh*

I really want to update daily... but... much pressure.. oh then.. never mind...

[music: Hitomi Takahashi- Bokutachi no Yukue]

Memorize this, memorize that, AAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

2005-08-24T18:32:00.000+08:00

[mood: I'M SO FRICKIN PISSED!]
[music: Simple Plan-Shut up]

yah, why I am pissed off? why? WHY? WHY? I HATE LOTS FO THINGS TO MEMORIZE! ya know? and I NEED SHIZUKO FOR MY CHINESE THING!!!!!!!!! wwaaahhh!!!!! Why are you people that I need not in here! I feel dessreted!!!!! COME ON PEOPLE I NEED YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!! I need all your memorize to upgrade mine! XDDDDDDDDD okay, so, I was panicking.... .I NEED TO CALM DOWN..... so yeahhh... like that... ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I hate it, I need SHIZU, KAHIT NGAYON MAN LANG! and I still have to polish my Balagtasang, BUT I NED SHIZU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you're destroying my grades..... .

I dont blame her for not being online, I wasn't able to tell her, and that is what sucks, so if I offended ya, I'm sorry, girl... *sigh*

[ending song: Tresure]

VOLLEYBALL?!!

2005-08-23T17:32:00.000+08:00

[mood: piss... sort of.. o_O]
[music: Cueshe- Stay]

okayy.... we just have our first Second Grading PE today and we jsut recieved the news that Volleyball will be our finals, and my rection? "WHY IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD DO THEY HAVE TO CHOOSE VOLLEYBALL?!!?!" Okay, in my opinion, volleyball SUCKS, yeah, I know, I hate volleyball, couldn't we just have soccer or basketball?! I hate it... now I have to practice at least 15 minutes a day... TT yeah... I hate that, you know, I'd rather make version4, XD but then anyways.. I got picture from yesterday

here, uhh..... from top-left clockwise: Maine, Ailynn, ME!, Reece, Kevin, Clare, Hannah, Cam, Monica, Hillary (pink)

This pic is labeled

Hope you guys enjoyed that pic.. ^^ oh well.. I gotta memorize for the balagtasang.... OOOOOOOOOOOOOO

[ending music: Rivermaya-Liwanag sa Dilim]

HOMEWORK!!!!!!

2005-08-22T18:04:00.000+08:00

[mood: WHAT THE HECK IS HOMEWORK DOING WITH ME NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah.. ]
[music: Candy Shop-50 cent feat. Olivia]

okay, gotta tell ya, WHAT THE HECK IS HOMEWROK DOING WITH ME NOW, I've gotta memorized my lines for the Balagtasan, uh-huh, and I gotta memorize Si Phien (Psalms) in Chinese, and I gotta have lots of more things to do, you'll know what I mean if your my classmate, yeah, you have to by my classmate. XD wahh.........it sucks, really.. and I think I'll start to rant as much... cause I want to let out of my feelings, but that thing, I cannot do it just like LJ whhereein I can simply choose "friends only" uhh.... maybe it dosen't apply same in here

so... yeah, I just blockes Kim from any of my contacts.. that is such a nice thing to do, isn't it? *sigh* I'll be going to Camille's house at her b-day, WOOHOO! Mom allowed me... and I AM SO HAPPY! I started using Firefox again... and cause I'm affriad of the virus.. yeah, to blame meh... anyways.. maybe on Wednesday, I might put up a pass in here so.... but don't worry... I'll be sending those who vists my blog a message, if you want it, YM me, but if I ddin't reply, consume you're not that welcome, okay?

okay... I have to memorize for the balagtasang.. soo.... yeah.. got to go.. XD

[ending song: Avril Lavigne: sk8ter boi]

Semi-semi-grand fest

2005-08-21T07:45:00.000+08:00

[mood: uhh.. ha? o_O]
[music: radio]

uhhh.. yeah... I'm currently at the same room where I write my blog posts...XD and yeah.... but anywayz..

okay... some reports tomorrow.... evrything went on well, I just hope Hill, Hannah, Kevin, and Reece's parent aren't mad at me.. T_T but then, I have to say, yerterday was a very grand day, I might post a pic from yesterday, hehe.. Moving on.. while we were at Power Plant-power station to be pricise.... We are just having such a great bash.... (this is suposed to be for my b-day, in advance) I must say, but Reece is good wit those chance games... and Cam's a supermaniac for Dance maniax and the drum thing.. lolz, I forgot how to call that game.... fwee... it was so fun...
umm... at my house and on the way home, we watch Full Metal Alchemist.. wahh....Clare said "tong mato.. talagang mga addict" oh.. if I heard it right. Gomen Clare.... haha... so... what else? I could have just said it was so much fun, especially when we were having dinner, Achi Hannah really makes us laugh... okayy... I like it last night... on the way back to their homes.... Okay.. I feel I didn't have to say this.... but... I have to feel pity for Reece being so afraid in the dark.... Gomen, Reece... wahh...

Okay, I wanna say to this certain guy, names Danielle Kim Roxas.. if I have it right, that, PLEASE STOP NAGGING ME! "DI KITA GUS2 AT DI MO AKU MABABAGO!" OKAY?

okay... today is Sunday.. I have to go nah... christening of my lil bro.. ya gotta greet him.. XD I'd better get ready.....

Also, sorry for havin this, but I feel sorry for Grey I know you're feelin bad inside.. I hope you get your depressions out of the way near... ^^

Quezon City Day

2005-08-19T09:33:00.000+08:00

[mood: still sleepy... a lil']
[music: winAMP off]

wahh... I tried taking up some quizzes.. I still don't know my scores.. my blowout moved to tomorrow, but because I'm still sleepy, I'm not that much excited.. fwee.. I finally fixed the css... v3 might look like this for a while....wahhh.... I might update tomorrow after power plant.. okay.. my blowput will be on PowerPlant.. we're planning on having an after destination--greenhills... wahh.. I finished wathing requiem.. and it's bitin parin.. XD okay..I'll stop now..

BTW, I wanna credit this
pic.. nice one, Goku.. XD

"Time passes by, but persistant demons still
clutch on to me"

You have been wronged in the past and have to live
with those awful memories now. That is why you
carry inside much hate and sadness, which you
hide away to most people. To this day you still
feel pain thinking of it, and desire revenge
done to them/him/her, to right the wrongs that
has been made to you. You usually are alone or
with a few friends, but you aren't too keen on
the human race anylonger. You might find
temporary happiness in some sort of activity,
such as music, to get out your feelings, even
if it is just listening to it. Most people
might think you are overreacting to still feel
such contempt, and that doesn't exactly help to
be around those who can't understand. You might
feel insecure nowadays, and you have little
faith in most things.

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not bad.... I actually think some sort of that..

Your word is: Brooding. You are a true thinker and
often try to figure out the meaning of life,
why we are all here etc. You may not be so
social, and often think twice before acting but
those thoughts you have in your mind never stop
flowing in. Sometimes you can be so
concentrated you forget about other things that
you have to do. Don't change, this world needs
deep people.

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hmmm...

~*~Result nr 11~*~

Your power is: Transportation

Explanation: To simplify matters you
can, all in all, transport your way to places.
This helps you get to places faster and be more
efficent. In combat that is also good since
your enemy will not know where you are and you
can get suprise attacks on him/her. For evil
purposes you can break in to bancs etc and rob
places. For good purposes you can save people
kidnapped in places (if you know where they
are) etc.
As a person you are always on the go and don't
like not having anything to do. You see boredom
as useless and try to avoid it. Therefor you
have many friends that can keep you occupied.
Other characteristics are that you're a nice
and easy-going person, and maybe even popular.
You are impulsive, energetic and just someone
looking for a fun time and adventures. People
can't be bored with you.
Negative aspects: You have a tendancy to
not stick with people and can get enemies when
you're not loyal. You can also back-talk people
which will make you less liked.

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I really would like this power! XDDDD

What the Shaman Gang Thinks of you. by AngelOfDesires
Name:
Age:
Personality (BE HONEST):
Looks(BE HONEST):
Hobbies:
Len:	Thinks you're a great kisser... hmm, I wonder how he knows? ^_^
Lyserg:	Thinks you're cute.
Yoh:	Wants to kiss you.
Trey:	Thinks you're a goddess.
Rio:	Wants you to be his.
Anna:	Is jealous of you because you got all the boys attention.

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What do the Saiyuki Charas Think of YOU? by chiblack
Name?
Sanzo thinks	You're a bun
Goku thinks	You're cool
Gojyo thinks	You're unpredictable
Hakkai thinks	You're carefree

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Shaman King by Unborn Lord Xion
Name
Furyoku	758,168
Spirit Type	Wrestler
Oversoul Object	Car
Looks	Prince/Princess
Home	England

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You in Saiyuki by Maris-chan
Your name
Your date of birth
Way of transportation	a pair of roller blades
Weapon	a pole that extends
Best friend
Lover

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First Name
Age
Guy or Gal
Your hottness is	10...WOW! ARE U SINGLE?!?!

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Age
Favorite Color
best thing about your body..	hair
what makes you hott...	your smile

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WHA?! o_O?!

eh?!

.....

,....

WTF?!

I like my hair.. XD
and I'd better stop this.. I gotta do my homework...

Hiatus News

2005-08-18T17:50:00.000+08:00

[mood: headache]
[music: Detective Academy Q- Koikogoro (wonder if that's spells right...XD)]

uhhh.... on that certain kind of Hiatus, I don't really know if it's pretty long.. or short... Exams are finally over... BUT the teachers don't wanny say the result, EVEN THE SCORES! HOW TOTURING! and I hate it when they do something like that...

Okaaayyy... maybe now you know why I placed up Diamond Blaze on hiatus.. so.. that problem is pretty solved..

About this ugly version3, yeah, I'm still practicing my css skills in orderance to Blogger, it's not that easy you know! and my grpahics thing some sort of broke or sumthin like that... XD and I still don't wanna talk about it... anyways... I'm just pretty releived to see my DB back in news... I hope somebody gets to read this, even one person...

Also.. I forgot about some news, Cam already have her own blog, and it's on....
BLOGGER! yeey... XD anywayz... her blog can be found here. Hope that's a nice news for my classmates... and commet about this stupid layout.. I accept rants.... I PROMISE... so say what you wanna say, Okay??

[ending song: Seki Toshihiko, Hoshi Souichiro- Treasure]

Too many Projects, AH!

2005-07-25T14:59:00.000+08:00

[mood:headache]
[music: Koikogoro]

WAAHHH!!! this week, I have so manny project, I can't take it anymore! Grace is soo hard on me, being grade6 is hard, hard, hard! XD well,stop my rants, this is viewable to anybody.... I wish there something aside from projects, pio yien, reports, and the like......and what more, they're all in the same time!

No classes today, THANKS GMA! because of SONA, she made it a legal-nonworking holiday! YAHU! >.<

I have nothing much to say, I might be changing to another layout soon.... fwee... but homwork never leaves me alone.. so, it may take sometime...

eeeeeeeeeeeee

2005-07-16T21:34:00.000+08:00

[mood: bad wrist wound]
[music: Grow Up-Hysteric Blue]

aahhh!!! so LATE TO update, sowi, I am VERY BUSY THIS WEEKEND, well, today, our group, whoich inlcudes, David, Reece, Hilary, Camille, Me, Hannah, Beverly, Jerly, went to my house today to make science project... puno nga lng ng kamalsan... T_T Reece ACCIDENTALLY cut my wrist with his blade... and it hurts, I might that tetano, I wish I don't have... T_T

I forgot all the news I'm supposed to say, we're soo concentrated with that science thing.... I wish I couls recall it for my next update....

I found the link for commets! so, pelase give your comments back! Arigatou Gozaimasu!

Happy Birthday, Chi Roda!

Bad, or Good?

2005-07-11T09:58:00.000+08:00

[mood: I feel sick]
[music: The day or say goodnight (or is it the night?)]

waahhh.. I'm slacking off again, I don't really know, this weekend has been very hard for me, I lost my reading book, T_T I have to pay A LOT T_T T_T

anyways... new staff for Cybersnow: Angel Abraham Sison approved by Camille and me yesterday... and I think we need to recreate Cybersnow, there's a lot of things we need to change...

uummm.... oaky, I'm planning to make a Pernsonal Site, yeah, about myself, but too lazy to make one, actually.... xDDDDD

wahhh...... I wasn't able to update last Friday cause of lots of things bothering meh....

My sister was bitten by a cockrach, half of me says HAHA! while half of me feels pity...

I want but don't want to study.. X_X YEah, I feel weird... but this is me when I feel sick, I guess

2005-07-06T17:29:00.000+08:00

[mood: sleepy]
[music: ????]

wahhh... I jsut came home from school, I'm searching off somepics for my art, I want to repeat cause it sucks, okay, I just want blab about today, we didn't really sutdied in English at all, all we did we attend the Tam Kang Senior High sister-school signing ceremony.....

well, that was the firts part, not much, yeah, today was a bit boring...........but actually fun, than siting 5 hours reading and answering textbooks, I'd rather recite to those visitors,

uummm...... I don't have much to say, I want to air my worst grieviances to <3l\/i\>

wahhh...name written in l33t... but then, he is so annoying, PERIOD.

I'm bored, and this stupid computer loads slowly...

also, I want to remind all other Philippine graceans, sorry for distributing the wrong information, the school's site is this I saw it in the video earlier, but I haven't check it yet....

well then... I can't really fin the link for commets, I'll try to look up the code... gomen about that...

WORST DAY EVA!

2005-07-05T16:11:00.000+08:00

[mood: ??????]
[music: Half Pain-Bana]

Guess what today? it's the worst day ever! okay, let me explain, today, we're supposed to have parade, but then weather forecast told that a typhoon was coming, named "emong"? yeah, Kim and I we're laughing about the name.. XDDD so, parade was cancelled and we work on art, which sucks...

Maine and Cam weren't able to come today, but it wasn't such a big thin to me now, well..... umm....... *looks innocent*

uummm.... all we did to day was just practive "The Whole Armor of God" well, it was sort of fun, than spending all out time in art, which will make my day more worst...

when I got home, my head aches, something is wrong with me today, well, actually, I'm slakcing off homework again... I am all too lazy t do homework, it's a trait of mehhh.... geezz...

also, I HAVE ANOTHER DOUBLE VACCINE and it's not the normal, my two arms hurt. but then.... my head still hurts...

I want more words from you guys, please commet my new designed layout, I know it kinda suck, but please give out suggestions...

fweee.... I hope there's not clsses tomorrow... I wish it would be at least signal#1 in quezon city............. please!!!!! Weather forecasters, I BEG YOU!

also, another thing! THE NEW HAYAMI PV IS OUT!!! Yeah, for all those Hayamin fans like meh, check it out, may you can ask this Hayami expert for more informaton, I want to dl this.... fweeee!!!!!!!!

New Layout!

2005-07-04T15:26:00.000+08:00

[mood: happy!]
[music: Grow up- Ghosts at school]

V.2!!!!!!!!
YUP! it's Hayami Kishimoto, a GIZA artist, Jpop Singer! she's wonderful...

umm... today, I don't have any classes due to school's anniversary, then tomorrow, we'll only parade around the school village, then Maine would be going to my house, YAHU! well, I don't have much to say, just leave a commet on what you think about me new creation, I know the graphics sucks, but I dosen't matter cause I spent 30 minutes onlnie coding.. XDDD it's pretty har but I got the technique, it's easy after all! XDDDD

another one I almost forgot:
I WANT TO KILL HAZEL! YESH, for those who have wtached Saiyuki Gunlock wherien Hazel brokes up Sanzo-ikkou, I want to kill him!!!!!! ANG SOBRANG EPAL NYA, TAPOS, LUMAYAS SILA GOKU, GOJYO, HAKKAI, THEN NAIWAN SI SANZO, THEN SUSUNOD PA SILA HAZEL AND GATO KAY SANZO! Bwiset, okay, I should have ranted more, but then, this blog won't be that apropriate... XDD

Son Goku

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You hate not to love but you hate to fall in love.
You can't help but sigh when you see to people
kiss in the park and all. You don't like to go
over board and believe in a small steady
relationship at first so that it can grow. You
also like to think that you can have that kiss
that puts you into a portal and you can't get
back until he/she stops.

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NEW! NEW! NEW!

2005-07-02T18:00:00.000+08:00

[mood: screttive]
[music: Same Ground- Kitchie Nadal]

Wah! I have a lot of new things this weekend, here are some:

webcam with microphone
newly upcomeing layout
New anime to drool for.. -secret-
new lists
new cds!-burned cds-

I'm pretty sure there's more! and the new hayam layout just need coding of the exact pcture thing.... please be paitient!

Inside

2005-06-25T10:57:00.000+08:00

[mood: umm.... speechless]
[music: tell me where it hurts-MYMP]

Okay, some people are asking "why aren't you so online na?" okay, the answer was I have a very tight schedule, and I'm slacking off schoolwork... I already have the new layout, I'll just code a week out of it... XDD

Sunday, June 19, 5:22 pm
*sugh* it's raining so hard right now, and I though that it's already 6:00, it's getting darker. Actually, I was in the middle of studying when I picked uo an index card and wrote this for the weekend.

5:43 pm
The rain lessend, but our first floor was in FLOOD. Yup, water in the basement, Shit! why does it flood in us now? Rain sometimes sucks, but I sometimes liked rain. Ajajajajaja.... I'm bored to death, I finished my major homewrok, but I have more things to do. PSP and Photoshop flashes into my mind. I might Avril Lavigne as the new layout. *sigh*

June 20, Monday 9:09 am
Language class, NO! I just finished wiriting my "creative writing" lessons. I sit at the back, don't reckon teahcer could notice me, eh? Hmmmm..... what did I do today? I just ranted about our cook, that she's mayabang, masugnit, sinungaling, nanunuro, and many many more. I finally got 20 black cds, yey for burning! Infront of me was tall Clare, she's loud anf friendly ^^. But wanna see this index card *sigh* I might get PSP and Photoshop later...

10:32 am
Recess just ended. I got my PSP and Photshop na, yey! BUT! Maine's gonna borrow it for a night awwww...... My teacher's reviewing us back Science lessons 1.1-1.3 SW on wed. *sigh* I'm making a habot of sighing, I realy might make Avril Lavigne as v.2

3:33pm
Have finished, lunch, chinese break, English Classes was so like over. I just finished my turn on Lang To, wherein we were graded on how we read the story. Break time's real short, I haven't even finished my mango shake! yeha, and now I have a cough. *cough cough* XDDDDD Current group has a low voice, didn't bother to listen, what's the use anyways?! I finished my turn. TEEHEE! Seated at the last row, thrid to the last, the school cabinet =beside me, XDDD. But staring at the trees makes me relax. I finished me gengeral deisgn for the layour, just the text part, grpahics and coding eft, *sigh* still got lots to do...

Sautrday, June 25 11:31 am
wahh.. i just came home from Sakamoto math... ok, I was so busy I was able to jot down what I'm supposed to jot down... but some news are that I finished the layout, and it's HAYAMI! and then, Clare's my computer partner! haha!!!! Malfunction Junction! ummm... what else, no classes on July4-celebration of school anniversary (july5) or classmates will be performing on Philam Life, which I, not included-ONLINE! haha! but I wish there's also no classes on july-5.... I don't know what to think of after that, now you know how tight my schedule it, I go to school at 6, reahc home at 6... see? I don't have time online!

Rants

2005-06-18T14:04:00.000+08:00

[mood: Okay]
[music: Don't Look Back Again]

umm... some rants I have created within my mind with my school week...

Language: Creative Writing, what I hate, I am not CREATIVE or whatsoever, I like observing, but not putting into writing, well, yeah, writing can't be that bad.. but it might just be more than what I expected, and spelling test is near, need to study... asterisk, astrology, astronaut, commercial... hell, just memorized...

Reading: not much rant, just that seawork this week, got to reread those story, and I don't know what story there is for me to read, hell I'm tired, but I already know my vocabulary words, soo...

Science: Science's my favorite, but I can't help ranting, we're ask to observa and study the purpose of scince, it's kinda annoying, that I seat at the most back and it's sooo hot, out of rant, but I like experiments! ^^

Math: Math in school sucks, but the Sakamoto math is QUITE fun, but I still don't like math, we're studying, or maybe reviewing rounding off numbers and addition of whole numbers, it's easy, I like it! not math, but the lesson easy, so... why shouldn't I?

Social Studies: Previously called "HEKASI" sigh, this subject isn't really that bad, just a bit boring... but learning about your goverment can't be that boring, can't it?

Filipino: No commet, cause I don't wanna commet, or rant, I still don't like this subject much, learning those different types of blah.. blah..blah... blah....

Random hits

Umm... I'm trying to make a new layout in here, but I couldn't pick a nice theme, *sigh* I'm desperate for my PSP and Photoshop, let me rant Cam, my softwares hasn't been here? come on? why aen't you allowed? now I'm suspended for another week, what more, more homewroks are there, life's cruel?! ya know.... I want to make another layout, my lazines prevents mee.... *sigh*, also, would somebody please give me an single idea? or maybe something like a dark one, readdish, pinkish,..... gosh///

Unsual Thoughts

Hell this is stupid for me to say this, just that when I was on my chinese classes, sitting next to the window, I was bored, another teacher came in to teach a singing and hell yeah the song was freakish... so I just put my head down and liatenend, time to time closeing my eyes, I went to the upstraight positing again, noticing my hair, a very close up look at my hair is something unsual for me, hell looking more closely I have more usual split ends and my hair look like an electric wire? WTF?! I never knew it looked like an electric wire, gosh I'm soo unobservant, pardon it the word is wrong, my vocabulary isn't really that good, but who cares anyway?

Final

I'm still stuck on what kind of div I should made *sighe* and still waiting desperatly for my softwares, I'm gonna kill Cam, *sighed more heavily* and wih those homework, I'm gonna die, maybe that's all I'm gonn say for mow, see ya next weekend! *waves everyone goodbye*

First School Weeked

2005-06-11T11:44:00.000+08:00

[Mood: half pressured, half worried.. o_0]
[music: Playing Diner Dash]

Waahhh... This is my first school weekend, it seems like english and chinese classes would last forever, I really wish it wouldn't, and I hope not too...ooohhh... I already have lots of assignments, this week, I'm glad that Monday dosen't have any classes.... o_0? yep, Monday, no classes for us, source from our chinese teacher and Hanna... wahh... it's like, making 4 senteced in chinese, studying reading vocabulary, memorizing Bible verse memorization, studying like there's no end... Oh gosh... I'm sooo pressured, and I also want to talk about our chinese classes, but I prefer to me it alone... turning grade 6 isn't as easy as it looks. Looks like grade 6 would be boring compared to others... I miss Ms. Renegado, Ms. Pronto, Ms. Toledo, and Mrs. Gonzalvo... I alsmost forgot to add Ms. Abrahan... but I'm not sure if she's still working there, current teachers are Ms. Diaz and Mrs. Vasquez, tell me if I have any typos writing their names,

P.E. is Tuesday, a big NO NO... I hate having PE on Tuesday, can't you move it to Thursday? Oh well... haven't heard about it though, got the schedule, but too lazy to pick it up... When Computer, BTW? I forgot... oh well....

BTW, thanks Cam for the DinerDash and Astropop, I wasn't abled to download those songs I wanna download, some time maybe, I haven't cracked Astropop, please come to my house again, UR THE BEST! I have cracked the DinerDash, and endlessly playing it, wonderful!!! Sankyuu!!! also, say thanks to Mr. Hacker for me..... :D

School Day Tomorrow: the start of torture

2005-06-07T08:38:00.000+08:00

[mood:I'm desperate because school day is coming]
[music: Treasure-Saiyuki]

Hmm, Okay, I'm gonna start again an urber long post about my blab, it's just that, school is strating tomorrow, it's gonna be the start of my Grade 6 school torture, and from now on, I won't be as actibe as I usually to be, I'll be missing my computer life. So, if anyone is reading this, this might be my last post while I'm active, I'll be missing a lot of things, like this and this, you guys, I'll be missing you all...

I am not gonna neglect this blog no matter what happens, I'm gonna upadte whenever I get online, after checking my mail, so, I still gonna update, don't you worry. evrything will work out fine

I just downloaded Pizza Frenzy and gonne install it, this might be the last post for the week, but I will be back. It's a promise. So don't you worry! =]

News

2005-06-04T19:13:00.000+08:00

Ok, so, I have some news for who are reading my blog, (actually, I don't know
if anyone's reading my blog... ok... so let's get started..

Vaccine
I was chatting with Shizu-chan when the phone rang, it was my father, asking if we were
ready, I asked why, he told me we're going to the hospital, I didn't mind it at first, so
changed my clothes with my sister, then we went to the hospital, when my mother said we were supposed to have
some Vaccine, I didn't expected that, and it's not that I didn't liked it, it's just that,
I didn't expect to have some vaccine for me to be ready, so I took the vaccine without any cause.
But there was more, it wasn't only that I took one vaccine, I took TWO vaccine, which I'm not used to it at all.
So now, my two arms can't move that easily, I'm having a pretty much hard time typing.

Flood
I was chatting with Camille after I went to the hospital when it rained, I though it was just onrdinary rain,
not when I go to dinner, out gurdian said we better go to the other room and eat. We originally
eat downstairs in the dinig room when I asked why. They were all rushing from one place to another in the reason
I didn't know, so I went downstairs only to find them sweeping water back into the garage. Now I know what's happening and why their rushing.
The study room is such a wet place, out beds are wet, but luckily, my bag isn't wet, while the bag of my sis got wet *evil laugh*

It's still raining now, I just remembered that awful lightning went by, I was shoked, especially that I
was infront of the PC,

Those two news aren't bad, but I prefer hearing the bad news first, here's are some more:

I step more:
I have changed some of the mini-details, now then, Diamond Blazer turns on v1.2 well, then.. maybe that's all??
Also, I don't really know what the word "Blazed" means, so... just go with the flow in the meantime.. I'm planning to change the title
sooner or later

HTML wish granted
after those tiring work whith HTML, I was finally able to make my page, I've gotta tell you, I'm no
grpahics maker, so, if you think the graphics on my page are not nice,
it's alright.. ^_^

I dunno if I overlooked any news today... but today is a very hard day for me...
Don't forget to leave your commet!

Bye Janean!!!!

2005-06-03T14:35:00.000+08:00

[mood: calm, but pretty sad...]
[music: Rainbow- Soutborder]
Okay, I'm just here to break the news for all graceans, my batch, Philippine section. That Janean will not be joining us this school year, yup you heard it right, she's leaving for Canada this june, no certain time coming back, leaving on June 18, I think? well.. the number has 8, she send it to me through e-mail, aww... Janean, I hope you'll come back!!!

School Blab-editlevel2

2005-06-02T12:39:00.000+08:00

[mood: blah...]
[music: Non-fiction Game- Hayami Kishimoto]
Blah... I'm soo bored and tired.. I don't even know why I placed blah in my mood... shoot... well, ok, school blab, what I wish that, they'll delay the opening classes again, well, they almost do the in every school... I still don't want to go to school yet.. I wanna go to my friends' house pah... I need to discuss a lyout pah... nahh... why do we go to schools ba? I'm sooooo I don't really know the feeling, typing here in front of the computer, my hands are just going on to the keyboard, sometimes I wonder why I am in front of the computer decoding something, downloading, and doing stuff...... I don'n know what to say, I'm not excited about school, and I'm not agaisnt it either.... My greatest wish would have been a storm with signal #1, I love torturing my cousin going to school cause she's highschool... *haha!!!* also, this is my updated to-do list:

>Watch Escaflowne the Movie
>Improve Cybersnow
~~>Update blog~~
~~>Learn 1-step Javascript~~
~~>1-steps ahead HTML, CSS, skills,~~
>do HTML,
~~>fixe compilation folder~~
~~>print sticker labels~~
>Check Saiyuki mp3s
>tame my sister :P
~~>Downlaod requested mp3~~ [actually, I'm doing it right now]
>Play last minute computer games
>Complete anime profiles request [well.. nearly, sowi cous!]
>Do cybersnow request

But I still have a lot to do... what more with HTML, freewebs dosen't get the code... *ditches freewebs when cam caught me... *swt* I might not be able to update now very often as what I always do, but I'm sure I can update once a week when school comes.... I'm pretty sure nobody knows what I'm writing, or nobody is reading this... it's not that I hate something like that... but... never mind... I prefer to keep these kinds of thoughts to myself.... also, I just wanna say Advanced Happy Birthday to Mc.. his birthday is tomorrow, well, I'm pretty sure he's not reading this.. and I'm chattin with nobody cause of a YM error... I want to play Dinerdash, Cam, when the hacking proccess id finished, please let me be the first to buy one! ^_^ also, the astropop delux.... I almost forgot, just to point out, Mint-chan.. my link in your blog is broken.. is peridiot-dia.blogspot.com no peridot-dia.blogspot.com okay?
EDIT:
thanks! I just got this name from my birthstone, Peridiot, and my favortie gemstone, diamond, but diamond would we long so I jsut placed dia.. I'm gettting more and more bably now.. but no ones reading, so.. it'll be okay... it's just that I don't have anyone to read this.. so.. keeping thing to myself and my blog... nahhhhhhh Westgale, I mean, Grey said that Peridiot was supposedly to be spelled Peridot, but if I changed, that means I have to change my URL in the fanlistings I have joined, it'll be a heck problem, so... that's all...

Saiyuki... hmm.. oh well

2005-06-01T19:12:00.000+08:00

[mood: bored but pretty busy... chatting makes me laugh]
[music: Mistumetei-Saiyuki Gunlock]
hmm... I don't really know what to say.. it's just that....ahh.... after watching Saiyuki I do realized.... oh never mind... hehe I'm just chatting with Shizu and Cam... oh well.. I have nothing more to say... I just hate it when I'm supposed to go to school days n.. hay buhay....

Fanlisting Section- Added!!

2005-05-31T13:43:00.000+08:00

[mood: headache]
[music: Nobody's Home- Avril Lavigne]

Okay, I have added the fanlisting section, the HTML here is tough, but i was ble to make my way through... that's all.. for news of course! don't forget you're commet!

HTML pressure

2005-05-28T15:38:00.000+08:00

[mood: pressured]
[music: Yuragi Koto Nai-get backers]
Gosh, HTML really freakin me out! it's sooo... pressuring!!! oh well, but I don't have any choice, do I? but to do html and css, and what's more! Firefox don't get the code will and IE can?! Oh hell what am I?! But to be honest, I really am learning a lot... I just don't get CSS.. or maybe some typos are just blinding up my work.. oh well... just don't forget to leave your commet!